#lizzies log

[dailene-invaliddauntlessangels]

Well due to my friends work schedule ( I swear her boss is out to ruin our plans everyday) I won't be seeing The Fault In Our Stars tonight. This fcking sucks!!

[dailene-invaliddauntlessangels]

2 days of high school left. 2 days of torture left. 2 days of mind numbing work left. 1 more test. 

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Officially a college student now!! :)

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Captain America: The Winter Solider was amazing!!! :D

[dailene-invaliddauntlessangels]

Notecards, English packet, reading 1984, Algebra 2 hmwrk, and my redesign for Adult Living...someone please either shoot me or take all my responsibilities. 

[dailene-invaliddauntlessangels]

Everyone has had a time where they just cry for everything that is going on in their lives. Today is that day for me. Never in my 18 years of life have I ever seen my grandmother so mad that she won't even speak to me, and it hurts like hell to be in that position now- over something that wasn't even my doing- but just because I live in the same house with my father... I get blamed, ignored and shunned. How the hell is that love? You claim you love me, you claim I'm you're best friend, the best of the 4, yet when something is said that you don't like, you take all your rage out on me by shunning me. I walked into your house and you never said one word to me except when you needed me to get you something. I'm honestly so done with people hurting me like I'm some kind of wind up toy, that you can just turn the knob and expect my true feelings to go away. 

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Tomorrow will be my 22nd day of Winter Break. If I have to spend another snow bound day stuck inside the vicinity of this shit city... I WILL GO INSANE!!!!

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It's rough copy writing day today. New year is coming up and so is new writing material from me. :)