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[angelbelow17]

daily ljpost

I liked you better before you were always chasing the dragon down i-95, but i guess there's some things no one should ever cut to.She said "shut your mouth, ive seen better lines painted on lipstick sheets and I'm blind, i always saw myself as the last fish in the tide until i up and died" So now ill find myself lying on sidewalks and turn-lanes with my lips sewn, I like you but I always liked myself better a fork in the road.

-we wont stand for hayzie eyes anymore

[lylaxj]

Ailee: My best friend, thank you for always being by my side and for always giving me advice. You’re truly a beautiful person inside and out, don’t you forget that please. I’m sorry to have left just like this, but always know I won’t forget you, you’re my family and we’ll always be there for each other.

Suji: My baby sister, you’re an amazing person and beautiful too. I want to always see you happy and never be upset. I hate it when you’re upset, because it affects me too. Please know that though I’m gone, you may still talk to me about anything you’d wish, okay? I love you.

Jimin: Where do I begin? When we first met things we straight away clicked and were able to get comfortable with each other. Then slowly time passed and feelings started to grow, soon enough we confessed and by far that was a happy experience for myself. Sad to say things change, I want you to know that I want nothing but the best for you. You deserve to be happy, I can’t be the one to give you that. I’m sorry for everything, I’m not allowed to say those 3 words anymore, but they still hold meaning. I guess this is goodbye.

[lylaxj]

Goodbye

I have thought long and hard about this, and it’s come to my decision that maybe it’s best to leave this place. No one obviously likes me, that’s for certain. And so, it’s best to just leave. I know none of you would really care about reading this, please don’t try to act like you care by trying to stop me. But I thought I might just say an official goodbye. Thanks for what has been a somewhat great time. Though I am hurt, I just can’t bare to stay any more. This place, it’s just too heartbreaking and painful for me. I thought I’d be able to be one of those people who can finally say that I’ve found a source of happiness in my life, but I guess I was wrong. No, it’s okay, I’m not blaming anyone but myself, I’m just too foolish and naive and think everything will somehow fall into place in my life, I was completely and utterly wrong about that, as always. Happiness never comes my way, and I’m one of those people who are dead set meant to live a life in the dark, alone. So I bid everyone goodbye, please don’t try to find me.

To those who have actually cared about me, I’m sorry. Maybe I'll be back, maybe not.

[lylaxj]

I must be annoying, maybe that's why people don't like talking to me.

[lylaxj]

What hurts the most is that no one really cares that I'm gone from here. No one really checks up on me or sends a message. It's nice knowing that I mean so little to people.

[lylaxj]

I'll be getting off now, I'll come around again when I have time. Thanks to those of you who reblogged my post, I'll message you soon.

[lylaxj]

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Queue is all set for my semi hiatus. And that's a sign for me to get goin', good night everyone. I won't be around that much, but if you ever want to contact me, my ask is always open.

[lylaxj]

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I will be on a semi hiatus until the 15th of November. A queue will be set up whilst I am away. But I will get to inbox messages asap if you send me a message - Lyla.