#ljustride

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do not fucking play with me

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someone hold me

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he’s so princess (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ

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i’m leaving you a voicemail…

2hollis x f!reader

angst

a/n: this was inspired by the lyrics of flash demo lol

it had been a week since the breakup. hollis lied, tired, on his black leather couch, his phone lazily on his hand. he had debated on calling you, slipping the phone in and out of his grasp.

you had left so abrubtly that day. no real explanation, no real goodbye, you just started to frantically pack your bags, crying. hollis tried to stop you, he said over and over again he loved you, that you were everything to him.

‘please y/n… stay, we can make this work,’ hollis had said, his eyes tearing up. you just stood there, unresponsive to his words. ‘did i do something wrong or-‘

you cut him off, ‘it’s not you hollis,’ you paused, and look down. ‘its me.’

‘what?’ hollis whispered, his eyes searching for answers in yours.

you felt your tears starting to well up, you took a deep breath and started to talk. ‘it’s just… everything here, LA is making me crazy, everywhere i look, i just feel uninvited.’

‘but you love LA…’ hollis was taken aback, you had never mentioned this before.

‘i love you, not LA,’ you raised your voice, ‘i never loved LA, god damn it! i don’t know anyone here, my friends are all your friends, my whole life revolves around you, i miss having a fucking life, hollis.’ tears were now spilling down your cheeks. hollis reached out to cradle you face, you weakly attempted to squirm away but failed. you leaned into his hand, still crying heavy tears.

‘you have me,’ hollis tried to wipe away your tears but was unsuccessful.

‘that’s my whole point, i only have you.’ you stared deep into his eyes, trying to memorize them before you’d never see them again.

hollis paused for a moment, collecting his thoughts. ‘is that not enough?’ hollis said quietly, tears slid from his eyes.

and to that you had no answer. you blinked hard, and wiped your face with the back of your hand. ‘i need to go hollis.’ you detatched yourself from him, and swiftly picked up your bags.

‘stay y/n… please…’ hollis pleaded, even though he knew it was no use, it was obvious you had already made up your mind.

‘goodbye hollis.’ you looked at him one last time and kissed him softly on his tear stained cheek. you turned around and started to open the door.

‘y/n…’ hollis just stood there, frozen, a million thoughts flashing through his mind.

thud.

hollis wanted to run after you, beg you to stay, shit, he’d even move away from LA for you. but you seemed so determined in leaving, he couldn’t help but think this was for the better.

but right now he missed you. he missed your smile, your soft giggle, your hands slowly gliding across his body while in embrace. fuck, he missed your voice, your moans, your body, he missed everything about you.

he turned his phone back on, scrolling through his contacts, until he found you. his thumb hovered on the contact and thought this wasn’t the best time to call you.

‘fuck it.’ hollis murmured, he deserved to at least leave you a voicemail. he deserved a proper explanation, but truthfully he just wanted you to hear his voice one more time. he silently prayed that you didn’t block him and hit the dial button. the call went through and rang for a solid minute until it went to voicemail.

beep.

‘hey y/n…’

[ljustride]

skinny white boy i love you…

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i got you

2hollis x f!reader

smut, mdni

when a girl like you first stepped into the after party, where hollis was blowing off steam from his previous performance, he became mesmerized. your mysterious yet alluring ambiance casting a spell on him. your skin tight dress perfectly showing off your body and your makeup capturing your beauty. hollis knew from that moment on you were going to be his new obsession.

hollis was the one that first approached you, complimenting your dress. the way he smiled while talking, the way his eyes sparkled, it interested you. you two parted ways that day promising to keep in touch with another.

so you two became friends, close enough to tell secrets, close enough to confide in each other when problems arose, close enough to stumble out of a bar, drunk, with your hands all over each other, close enough to impatiently get into a taxi heading for your apartment. now, hours after you had called hollis to just get a ‘friendly drink’, you were beneath him.

hollis carefully but hurriedly undid your bra with one hand and the other hand caressed your gentle face. he stared into your eyes lovingly, trying to memorize the depthness of them. you giggled, as hollis slid your lacy bra down your body. you gasped at the sudden coldness but that feeling quickly faded when hollis started kissing your chest.

'always so pretty for me.' hollis murmured into your breasts, kissing his way down your body and stopping right above your stomach. he grinned and looked up at you. ‘you don’t know how long i’ve wanted this.’

'stop teasing hollis...' you desperately moaned out, slowly closing your legs around hollis, trying to feel any friction.

but hollis ignored your pleas and continued kissing down your stomach until there was just a thin layer of cloth blocking him from giving you pleasure.

'please...' you whined, rutting your hips towards his mouth, 'please hollis.'

'my girl, always so desperate for me, hmm?' hollis chuckled. you whimpered at the name, you wanted to be his for so long.

‘so desperate…’ you squirmed and let out a small cry.

‘i got you, just be patient.’ hollis smiled once more before finally removing your underwear.

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needy dom holli fucks reader raw after being away for a while on tour

missed you

2hollis x f!reader

smut, mdni

a/n: this took too long sorryyy

you missed hollis so much. he'd been away on tour for three months, and every part of you ached for him. your heart, your mind, and especially your body.

the number of times you've touched yourself thinking about hollis during those three months was unimaginable. but you never felt satisfied. you needed hollis, he would've made you feel so so good.

so here you were again, your soft fingers gliding across your clit. at least hollis would come back home tomorrow and this would be the last time you would feel this needy again.

quiet moans slipped out of your lips, as you started to slowly finger yourself. fuck, what would you give to have hollis doing it instead. his long, slender fingers touching every crevice of you.

you let out a small whimper, as your motions started to speed up. but thats when you heard the small click of the door shutting faintly outside of your room. you sat up slowly in confusion, who was it? you weren’t expecting anybody, and besides, no one had your keys, no one except hollis.

hollis…

before you could think futher, your bedroom door flung open, hollis’ tall frame entering. he turned to look at you, but quickly realized what you were doing.

your hand was still between your legs. your face flushed bright red in embarrassment as hollis slowly grinned while looking you up and down.

‘couldn’t even wait one more day?’ he said teasingly, ‘good thing i came back a day early.’ hollis smirked as he leaned on the wall. his eyes lit up with hunger. ‘come on, continue.’

your face reddened, ‘wh- what?’

‘finish what you started.’

you hesitantly started to move your fingers in your slick again, your eye contact with hollis never breaking. what was he doing? torturing you? he was right there and he was just looking at you touch yourself.

‘fuck hollis, just touch me…’ you begged, ‘please…’

hollis just kept staring at you, ‘nope. keep going.’

you moaned in frustration, your fingers rubbing faster to undo the annoyance. you grinded against your hand harder but everything you tried just would not push you over the edge. you looked at hollis in exasperation.

‘please hollis…’ you were close to tears, ‘please, i need you…’

hollis looked at you, and from where he was standing, he could see how wet and needy you were for him. he stepped closer until he reached the end of your bed. he leaned closer and kissed you slightly.

‘poor girl, so desperate for me.’ hollis whispered against your ear.

‘please…’ you whimpered.

at that sound, hollis’ hand started to glide down your body and down to where your hand was. he slowly pulled it up until the fingers that were previously inside you, were touching his lips. with swift motion, he sucked it clean, tasting you for the first time in months.

you could feel yourself get wetter, your thighs closing together to feel any kind of friction. you moaned, ‘fuck…’

at that sound, a small groan left hollis’ lips, and he started to peel his shirt off. ‘somehow, you taste even better than before.’ he crawled closer to you, until both his arms were caging you in.

‘i missed the taste of you,’ hollis whispered as he started to leave wet kisses on your neck, ‘so so much.’ as his lips started to descend across your soft body, his hand slowly started to reach down to your slick. you moaned loudly as hollis’ finger started to rub gently on your clit.

‘hollis…’ you whimpered, your hips bucking to feel more.

hollis chuckled, ‘so needy for me huh,’ he started to speed up his movements, ‘i bet you tried everything to get yourself off, but nothing feels as good as me, does it y/n?’

‘fuck, yes hollis,’ you managed to choke out, your body feeling euphoric, ‘you don’t know how many times i thought of you while touching myself.’ you confessed, ‘but all i wanted was for you to really be here. i missed you so much holli…’ you whimpered.

the way you said his nickname was all hollis needed to hear. he pulled himself away from you, and you whined at the loss of touch. he hurriedly undid his belt and took off his leather pants, leaving himself in his boxers. he lifted you up and pulled you onto his lap. instinctively, you grinded down on him, pulling a moan from hollis’ lips.

‘fuck baby, you’re driving me crazy,’ hollis whispered as your wetness spread across his boxers. you could feel how hard he was, and oh, how you craved it so bad. ‘look at you, y/n, i’ve barely even touched you and you’re so wet.’

you looked up at him, your eyes glassy, you needed it now, ‘shit hollis, stop teasing.’ you’re on the verge of tears. ‘just fuck me, please….’

and then, something snapped inside hollis. something primal in him, something that needed you as bad as you needed him. maybe it was the way you begged, maybe it was the way you were close to spilling tears. he threw you back onto the bed and you hooked your finger on his boxers. you eagerly pulled it down, his hardness flinging up. you moaned at the sight. this was everything you’ve dreamed of for the last three months.

hollis started to aggressively kiss your neck, ‘missed you, mmh,’ he glides himself on your slickness, ‘fuck.’

the second he slid into you, you let out a loud moan, oh how you’ve craved this for so damn long.

‘oh my god….’ hollis lets out a loud groan. he too had missed your body, and finally he could feel the warmth of you around him.

when he bottomed out, the two of you both let out raspy moans. hollis paused for a moment before slowly pulling back, inducing a whine from your lips. then suddenly he slammed back in, his movements becoming demanding.

‘missed your pussy, y/n’ hollis rambled while continuing his fast pace, making you sob every time he hit that sweet spot in you. ‘i fucking missed this so much, fuck!’ he looked down at your red flushed face, the scene almost pornographic, ‘i fucked my hand raw thinking of you y/n…’ hollis whimpered, his neediness taking over him. ‘i watched all the videos i took of you to get me off… but fuck, needed the real thing so fucking bad…’

you grew wetter at his words, thighs clamping together but hollis held them farther away from each other, and flung one of your legs over his shoulders, hitting a new angle. your eyes scrunched closed with the new wave of pleasure.

‘don’t hide from me baby,’ hollis panted, ‘wanna see your sweet face when i ruin you…’

‘holli…’ you managed to whimper out, ‘i’m so, fuck, close holli…’ your body felt like it was on fire, every thrust lighting it up even bigger. the way you moaned his name made hollis more wild. the way you were so desperate for him, made him go even faster.

his slender fingers glided down to your clit, slowly fingering the soft bundle of nerves. ‘c’mon baby, be a good girl and give it to me,’ hollis leaned in and shoved his face into your chest. he licked his way up to your nipple and started to gently suck.

the new sensations were making you tense up, you could feel the high sneaking up on you fast. tears well up in your eyes and you arch your back up, making hollis detach himself from your tit. ‘holli, i can’t…’ you sobbed out, your whole body feeling overwhelmed.

‘you can y/n,’ hollis drilled into you, now chasing his own high. ‘i’m right here, i got you,’ he rubbed your clit harder, ‘just let it all go baby.’ he could feel you get tighter around him, hinting that you were so very close to coming undone.

‘holli, i-’ you let out a pitchy moan, as you feel the pressure inside of you starting to well up. and then, it snapped. your vision went pale and you lifted your hips from the plush bed, the cloudy feeling in your head slipping away, ‘fuuuck!’

‘atta girl…’ hollis breathed against your ear, he kept a steady pace, helping you ride through your orgasm. as soon as you started to slowly come down, his movements began to speed up again. he was close too, his thrusts getting more desperate. ‘fuck, can i cum inside you baby, please?’

you whispered a small ‘yes’, your whole body feeling numb.

‘fuck!’ and with that, hollis spilled his hot release inside your sweet body with a pitchy moan. he rested his tired body on top of you, ‘thank you y/n, fuck-’ he babbled into your ear, whispering praises, ‘so good for me…’ he peppered small kisses all across your sweat tinged neck, admiring you.

you let out a content moan, eyes fluttering open. hollis lying on you, was looking at you with adoration. he slowly slipped out of you, the loss of contact making you groan. he flung himself next to you, and let out a deep breath.

‘that was…’ he paused, ‘everything.’

‘i can’t believe we went three months without each other,’ you turned to him, intertwining your fingers with his.

‘next time,’ hollis chuckled slightly, ‘i’m taking you with me on tour.’

you kissed him softly on his lips, ‘i can’t wait,’ you let out a breathy giggle.

both of you stare at each other with love, the comfortable aftermath of sweet sex lingering in the air.

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fluff fic of a late night with holli?? like maybe ur on tourrrr with him and wandering around whatever city he’s playing in that night or like a post show wind down in the hotel (✿◠‿◠) love ur writing

night time, our time

2hollis x f!reader

fluff

a/n: thank you so much for the request this is so sweet i love this ♡

'come onnnn hollis'

you try to drag hollis out of the hotel room, 'it's our last day here, i want to explore.'

it was around 11pm, the outside city slowly drifting asleep, it was the perfect time to go wandering around. hollis, tired from his performance, tries to convince you to just stay in the hotel room. 'we could chill and watch a movie...' hollis looks down, your lips were scrunched into a sad pout.

'fine...' hollis rolls his eyes but was trying to hold back a smile, he loved just walking with you. the way your eyes reflected the city lights, the way you would skip in excitement, it was adorable. 'let's go.'

you grab his hand and race out into the hallway, heading straight for the elevator. you press the silver button and hollis swings his long arm around you, both waiting patiently. finally the elevator arrives and the two of you hurriedly went in. you rest your back onto the cool metal wall while hollis stands in front of you. the elevator reaches the first floor and you sprint to the hotel exit, cool air hitting your face as the door opens.

'why do you love exploring so much y/n,' hollis smiles softly, slowly weaving his hand with yours. this wasn’t the only time you begged hollis to walk around the city he was touring in.

you pause to think, then you open your mouth. ‘the world is so big,’ your eyes light up, ‘there’s so much to see, so much to do.’ you beam, ‘these are the first times i’ve been to a lot of these cities, and i love doing them with you,’ you look up into hollis’ eyes lovingly. ‘i like the fact you’re in my memories for these cities. i can cherish them forever.’

a moment of comfortable silence falls between the two of you. hollis holds your hand tighter, as if to never let go.

the ambience of the city was calming. only a few cars race past, sometimes a police siren was heard from far away. most of the shops were closed, and the sidewalks were dimmed with faint yellow street lights. tall buildings embracing the streets the two of you were slowly walking down. its peaceful, being with the person you love, just simply enjoying each others presence.

‘thank you for dragging me out here,’ hollis chuckles, ‘i can’t believe i almost passed this moment up.’

‘you’re welcome.’ you giggle. hollis looks down at you tenderly, mesmerized. he ducks down and kisses you gently on your lips. you kiss him back hard, arms wrapping around his neck. both of you perfectly tranquil and warm with love.

‘i love you forever.’ hollis whispers delicately against your plush lips.

you echo back to him,

‘forever…’