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I've been calling a numbers for psychiatric groups for over an hour looking for a practice that's accepting new patients for med management, that accept my insurance, and have any sooner appointment than what I was able to get (June 13th) and it all either led to dead ends for one reason or another, voicemails left, or indefinite waiting lists.
I had one refill left on my lamictal and zoloft from my previous prescribers I can pay out of pocket for (going to hopefully pick those up from the pharmacy tomorrow), but after that I really might just have no other option but to wait until June.
so I'm definitely going to have to ration my meds again despite feeling sick the other day :( if I do a half dose of lamictal and 2/3rds dose of zoloft, that'll last me to June 23rd
if anyone does get back to me with something sooner that'll be great, but otherwise I don't know what other option I have .. If I run out completely, that'll definitely be worse
I just hope I won't get too sick physically for the time being.. or mentally unstable .......... everyone's gonna just have to go easy on me if I start acting weird
