#lobat

[olugardaanafashion]

Lo’Bat - Fahime Earrings Persian culture

[tammycontillo]

#lobat 🔌🔌📲 muna😪😪😪 (at Barangay Casile Binan Laguna) https://www.instagram.com/p/CASq4g-Bu3n/?igshid=1kd6xt415eum9

[plawges]

truth has been spoken

[kyemeruthie]

Gradual-plug-out phase

Began with initiation. Very long initiation phase. I felt I had to prepare for just about anything-- savings, experience, maturity, even myself. Ah, but you can’t over prepare. I don’t even know if I’m ready to root out, plug myself out of this work. 

What am I even thinking about? Job pays out good and I love what I am doing because it’s something I’ve always seen myself do-- conceptualise a project, implement it, go for field work to understand the terrain better, meet people and learn more about the locale, share new learnings with fellow passionate people. But not everything is perfect. I can’t seem to fully stretch my wings because I had to consider politics, dynamics and whatever shit that exists there. Plus, of course the talks behind my back are getting louder and even if I want to shut it all out, the voices continue to resonate. At the onset it was okay, I can manage. But recently, it became stifling. I had to always look over lest I trip over some over-wired shiz and get unwanted drama. Backmate always tells me that the compensation is enough to deal with work and emotional stress. No it is not. I don’t even want that much money; all I want is to get things done and help more communities. All of those in my peripheries are just getting into my nerves lately.

So I guess I just had to get out. Really soon. November is final decision month. I only have until March to really leave. Or earlier please. If after that I still am there, I don’t even know why, how, whatever the reason maybe. 

But with everything else, it’s ultimately God who decides. I’ll just pray that He’ll give me the go-signal to find a better place to use the gifts He bestowed me (PLEASE :))). If He wants me to stay, I’m praying for more than one dosage of patience. I understand there are lessons to learn and character to sharpen; I just pray that He gives me that restraint not to blurt out bad things. 

[goodgodtier]

If you can find out what LOBAT’s quest riddle means, I will answer an extremely personal question.

Steal the stone within the stone within the stone. ?

[mathamaniac]

So I just realized that the only time I respond to people is when I probably disagree with them.

And the only time I see dissenting opinions is when new people follow me.

And that has happened literally four times.

Maybe I'll go back to pictures of boats and trees.

[gibotzki]

Malfunctioning generator #umay #lobat

[wrathangel]

I Am Debating Whether I Should Partake In An Event Such As Bloating Myself With The Wine Of LOBAT

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Perhaps I Shall Make A Decision At A Later Date