I went to my second gathering intro night with the local anarchist-antikapitalist-anti-civilization-extraparliamentary group.
It felt better than the last time. I think I was the usual awkward me, but I got some new info, said that I was open/willing to start some kind of reading/discussion circle in town.
It was pretty chill, five people, some talking throwing with ideas and well, introduction.
I don't know for sure whether it will be something more in the future of connections or what to call it, but it kinda eases my mind that I am doing a little when I can locally. (Besides everything in my command heh). I guess the next step is joining up in more demonstrations, etc. My only inhibitor is moving geographically since tickets to get to places costs, and I am, as my readers here already know, very poor.