Y'all wanna know what I can't get over? The way BAP looked at me during my hitouch in LOELA. I'm not that confident with my looks and it took me all 22 years of my life actually feel "okay" with myself. During my hitouch for LOESF, I walked by so fast because I felt so ugly standing in front of them. Yes, the staff was rushing me, but I was also rushing myself. I wanted to get out of there because I was so embarrass. But during LOELA, I decided to take my time and look at their faces properly. And the way they smiled and looked at me made me feel so beautiful. Like, no one has ever looked at me that way before and for each and every single one of them to look at me that way, I couldn't help it but feel like the prettiest girl in the room. And thinking back to that feeling makes me so emotional because never in my life have I felt like the prettiest girl in the room.