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A first meeting. Sometimes I wonder if they crossed paths during SVS Redux off camera.
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Castline!
A fun headcanon I like to imagine and what this blog will often run with, when not being perceived by Thomas, the sides tends to take a more ambiguous form- An essentially boiled down and simplified version of their very selves. It's a much less effort and much more customizable form they can take. When in front of Thomas though they default back to reflect him.
Listed in Order: Justice, Reason, Self Preservation, Ethics, Vigilance, Fear, and Desire.
Takes place after "Why Dating is Scary?"
Logan sank out, throwing the scarf and jacket to the side in a flurry of irritation. He had warned them ahead of time, and yet, here they were, right back where they started. He shook his head in defeat and planned to head to his room before he felt something grab his mouth, mushing his cheeks with what could only be described as panic. He felt more weight from behind and what felt like a cane to the backs of his calves, causing him to fall forward and down onto his knees.
His chest and eyes burned, his skin itched, and now he was having to deal with this?
Logan had long ago taken what feeling he had and removed it from his body. It was a painful and bothersome process of op3ning himself up and pulling out everything within him. Yanking cords, restringing wire splattering blue and red and orange and every other color on the skin of his hands and he tore out any part of him he couldnt minutely control. When he was finally orangized, clean pressed and properly hollow he locked himself back up again and destroyed the key, along with any remnants he had stripped from himself.
Those pieces found other places to harbor inside, the survival instinct, the darkness of the night, the gut feeling the pounding heart the fast breath, all happily rehomed and pounding away in someone elses chest. Good. As he had intended.
And everything was fine like that, for a time. Until recently, that was. Lately some of those misfired wires seemed to be appearing again...
He barely noticed at first, phantom sense he told himself, even though he had not experienced any phantom sense like this in easily a decade. It would go away with time, he told himself.
But it didnt.
It a slow, twitching, writhing feeling in his chest. And it was only getting hotter with every trigger.
every silence, every missed alarm, every delayed deadline, every skip dialogue.
He didn't know when it became unbearable. When he was gritting his teeth in every interaction, when sitting at his desk curled him over like a shrimp. He would look to his arms and they would pulse and twitch, veins exaggurated and glowing with a violent angry light. They burned like hot molten liquid flowing in every vein.
The excuses made his hands twitch, the rebukes made his ears ring.
He couldn't take it.
He clawed through every storage container in his meticulously sorted space, every labelled folder thrown, every box emptied onto the floor, some even thrown across the room in frustration. He had kept the key he had to have kept it why couldn't he find it.
Another molten burning pain caused him to fall to the floor in a pitiful heap, thraahing and twisting as wires and synapses fired in him that he had dared to break, as if to spite him for trying to rid his body of response.
He dug his fingers to the edges of the panels, by the lock on his chest, clawing and scraping and pulling against the lock in hopes of defeating the mechanism. Ha what was he thinking, Hope?!
Why was he thinking of something so illogical? what had fucking become of him? It made him sick just thinking about it. He needed to debug, he needed to get this out of him, whatever it was- he needed it out. he needed order he needed structure and logic and control he needed this burning to stop!
He screamed when he ripped the panel free of its mechanism, a mess of wires and metal used to seal it shut warping and ripping free. It was painful, incredibly so. So much for a moment alogan couldnt see, his ears were ringing. All he could feel was the burn in his veins, the pins and needles in his limbs the tingling in his ears.
He finally looked down at the damage, chest splattered with orange, ciating every wire every surface within, wires in knots, pulled in and out, remapped and cut- he growled in frustration.
Another feeling to be rid of.
He pulled hard on the thickest wire first. It flexed in his grip, weak and warm like tissue but Logan could not be fooled. He was not human, he had no body, no organs. As much as this disease of citrine wanted to convince him otherwise. He would be rid of this filthy thing so help him he could not work in theae conditions what would the others say if he started acting like this-
He pulled hard, which did nothing. Again, and again, and again. Every pull a flash of pain to his gut, another twitch of his body, another memory surfaced. A skip button, a shepards crook, a picture of a couple on a boat, a call back email, a wedding chapel, carrots, computers, knives, remote, orange, orange, *orange*--
He pulled hard, hearing a snap and splatter as the floor and his arms were painted in a shade reserved for tangerines and safety gear. More alarmingly with that pull logan felt his arms go limp. He didn't understand. He tried to move, nothing happened. He tried to lift his arms, nothing happened. He tried to turn onto his back, nothing happened. He tried to blink, nothing happened.
He knew that wasn't a vital part, he did not need it to function so why... why couldnt he move? Why was-
He couldnt even look down to see if everything was in its right place, he couldnt see what it had been connected to, why was this part attached to his motor control- some extraneous orange wire, knotting into his function? Why did it take his control with it?
Logan didnt know, and all he could do was ponder. Without someone to find him, he would be stuck like this. The thought made him want to be sick. He didnt want anyone to see him like this, he was filthy, inoperable. Unuseable.
He didnt know how to fix it, but he supposed he had time to brainstorm ideas and hoped someone would notice his disappearance... soon. They had some sort of outing with Nico, so the others would be occupied with that until further notice... Hopefully they would register his missing presence by morning... or maybe in the evening during work hours... or ...
Logan stared at the thick, invasive length of orange wire still gripped in his hands, it was all he could do.
Mindscape Current State of Affairs Documented VIA Memory Repository
Thomas Relationships with Perceived Sides, Notated
Red/Desire [Side Name Roman]: Despite the multiple situations Roman has thrown him into, he is steadfast in seeing him as his "hero".
Orange/Justice [Side Name: Unknown]: He is currently unaware of his presence. [Note: Possibly hidden by Janus?] [Who are you?]
Yellow/Self Preservation [Side Name: Janus]: He is trying to learn to trust him, but trust starts with his past lies being unveiled.
Blue/Ethics [Side Name: Patton]: Despite his many failures and backsteps, the relationship between these two is steadfast.
Indigo/Reason [Side Name: Logan]: Frustratingly, Unfortunately, it seems my his relationship with him has become unfulfilled, ignored, disregarded, unsuccessful. He listens, but only when it is convenient to him.
Green/Fear [Side Name: Remus]: Currently generally sidelined due to tense relationships with other members.
Violet/Vigilant [Side Name: Virgil]: Ever since Virgil started developing beyond his more intense urges, he has become an inseparable part.
Notation on Sides Relations with Thomas
Red/Desire [Side Name Roman]: In a consistent general spiral of wanting Thomas' approval and sure that everyone is plotting against him, this will not end well.
Orange/Justice [Side Name: Unknown]: One day you will see me.
Yellow/Self Preservation [Side Name: Janus]: He seems to be trying to help Thomas acknowledge that which has been left in his blind spots, which will inevitably improve Thomas, but at a cost.
Blue/Ethics [Side Name: Patton]: His quote "happy pappy patton, fun father figure figment" end quote is doing his best to learn and look out for him.
Indigo/Reason [Side Name: Logan]: No comment.
Green/Fear [Side Name: Remus]: Continually pushing to have Thomas acknowledge his efforts. He is failing.
Violet/Vigilant [Side Name: Virgil]: He's doing his best to take care of Thomas, in his own ways.
End Repository Log. 01132026
The Subsconscious Labyrinth
Notes: Stream of consciousness, written for a Sprint in the Adult Fanders server. Please suspend your disbelief. Roman, Janus, Logan (?)