#lol ranting

[kenna-cube]

This is the 5th time my drawing app has decided to just crash and loose my progress!!

I’m trying to finish my Blitzbee comic! Why must my technology betray me! Let me draw these dam robots! Is that too much to ask?!

Imma try one more time to work on it but if it crashes again I’m going to launch my iPad to wall and it’s remains to the abyss I swear to god I will ｡ﾟ(>ヮ<)ﾟ

[deliriously-drawing]

Dammit, I have not improved my same face syndrome at all

It’s always when I draw Silentdriodd! He looks too much like Evan with a mustache ಥ_ಥ 

 I haven’t drawn in forever so these facial expressions in the comic pages kicking my butt. Also most of the finer details are obscured by the dark coloring of the spirit form.  Why did the younger me think these shadow ghosts were the way to go? cause it looks cool!? Well yeah, I love the deigns, but still!!

[babykaykay2000]

Bitch...

[iliketoydinosaurs]

I HATE the phrase "above average intelligence"

Intelligence as a concept has historically been used to do nothing but oppress people. Disabled people, mentally ill people, people of color, women.

People are always vague about what they even MEAN by intelligence. Like an IQ test? The thing that's known to be a poor indicator of intelligence? School? The thing that's frequently extremely non-accommodating to disabled people and mentally ill people? Why do you think so many gifted kids eventually burn out? What exactly defines intelligence?

"Signs of above average intelligence" articles are ALWAYS designed to make the reader think it applies to them. That they're special and unique and smarter than most. Giving people the kind of arrogance that makes them unlikeable. Think redditors. Then when they're already convinced they're smarter than everyone, they start using "big" words and making their ideas unclear and purposefully hard to follow. Then when people inevitably misunderstand them because they're using that 20 letter word from the middle ages wrong, it's always "Oh the exceptional are always misunderstood. A blessing and a curse" and it perpetuates the whole idea.

There's different ways to be smart. And there's nothing wrong with being knowledgeable in one area and not another. Intelligence, when used in this way, implies that there's some one way to be smart.

(Plus the whole thing is inherently linked to the percieved humanity of someone/something. People say this about animals too. But it's not that dolphins are smarter than other animals, they just think more like humans so we say they're more intelligent. And with dolphins all we do is point to their human traits and say "That, that's intelligence." We're not just looking for alien life, but intelligent alien life. Aka, something we could understand or communicate with. And this goes back to the way the word has been used to dehumanize people.)

[teatimemols]

I bet people think I'm a coward as an adc, especially as Jhin, but I just don't have much to do when an ap support is coming after me and I only have one skill up? And four shots 😂 Also, trying to win against Jinx or Kalista or Caitlyn based solely on aa?!?!? No! I'm not gonna do that! Not this early, and not without backup from my support.

If I miss my W, I'm dead, literally.

So most likely than not, when I'm playing with a random support who isn't doing much, I just hold the wave of minions close to my tower. Idc. Expecting my jungle to gank....and well? Not something you should bet on. And yeah, if I get some help, I do get kills and I'm very good at mid/late game snares. When I lose lane, I bring forth my utility so to contribute to the win.

And some supports...Hate Me! Because I try staying safe, farming or when I don't go with them...when I have little chances to win more than lose, like when there is a huge minion wave coming towards us.

Anyway lmao

[somethin-somewhere-else]

im so frustrated w/ myself.. im over halfway through highschool, and i haven’t really made an new friends. like.. i just don’t know how to. there have been people i talk to in class and stuff, but i have not gotten a single new person who i can hang out with like outside of school. and it makes me wonder what am i doing wrong?? why can’t i build friendships like other people can?? what’s wrong with me??? i have friends, from middle school, and my online friends, and i love them all dearly, but i don’t get to see them often because theyre either busy with their own friends or live thousands of miles away. all i want is a small crew of people i can spend time and make memories with. so i dont feel like i wasted my entire highschool experience being an antisocial hermit. but im so fucking shy, so anxious in social situations, i dont even know how to be myself. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[mybrokenrecords]

The reason I started shipping Ushijima and Shirabu is because if you see Shirabu's entire reason for going to Shiratorizawa, it's practically a full blown crush on Ushijima. Now if only Ushibaka would stop being so dense....

[punk-aziraphale]

The worst part about being demiromantic is that I WANT to feel romance for someone. Because I see other people doing it and it seems nice but then whenever anything overtly romantic is directed at me I’m like “lol no that’s gross” and run away. I’m not romance averse, far from it, I’m a big fucking sap who likes to write and read romance novels/fanfic. I just. I don’t feel it. At all. And I wish I did because it’s hard to have a relationship without it and I’m tired of people only wanting sexual relationships with me. Like no, I want love too, I just don’t feel the romantic kind.

asjdhvbasjhdbvdjshfvbjsldhvbsd why does this have to be so FRUSTRATING!?