#lonelliness

[behindarock]

I had a dream... I remember almost nothing, but that feelings/emotions were forming as a shadow figures. I remember one of them in the woods, and the need to make it disappear so you wouldn't see it because that would bother you and invade your space...

[behindarock]

If all my enemies Threw a party, would you light the candles? Would you drink the wine while watchin' television? Watch the animals and all the tragedies...

[behindarock]

I found old SMS backup and now that I see it... How could I ever think it would mean a smallest thing to you? I was always nothing, absolute nothing, right... It just hurts so much that you have never let me see anything true, real... that I have no idea... that he probably never existed... And what should I do with this giant hole in my heart now?

[behindarock]

Dream

I had a dream about him. I don't really remember what happened here, but it was Christmas. I just have a mental image of him sitting on some wall or something, being kind of dirty, bruised, hurt... and looking down on me. And the feeling of being broken and alone.

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#Lonelliness