#lonelyflamingo

[absencias]

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Rebloguei, desculpa a demora! Tenha um lindo dia <3

[born-to-bee-better]

I seriously hope you read this...

After everything I try to do to be someone of any importance to you, when days like your birthday come around it’s not like I should be any part of it. I love and respect you, and somehow the shallow people who barely spend time with you outside of drinking and social activities (at least to my knowledge) are the ones you spend it with. You had a choice, you still have a choice, IT’S YOUR LIFE. And as always, I’m not any choice or option; or for that matter, even a thought. 

I sit at work brainstorming for hours what to write in your birthday card. You know, the one I spent 2 hours searching Hallmark and Barnes&Noble for? And all I want to write is “I was going to write something heartfelt and sincere to make sure that you know that I love you; but then you would just brush me off like you always do.” 

You’ll never want me, and no matter what you won’t really deserve me. I want to stop loving you until you can prove that you’re willing to put as much effort into this friendship as I am. But as usual you’ll do whats “acceptable”. I really want to see is what you do come this November, are you even going to remember? Let’s see if you fight for me like I did you. 

Spoiler: you won’t. 

Someday you’re going to look at your choice and wish you had come after me then. Until then though I’m just going to cuddle up in bed in your sweatshirt and wonder if I should’ve held my tongue about loving you.