#beautyinpain Today isn’t my best day. I won’t fake a smile. I might look beautiful on the outside, but inside I feel pretty ugly. The internet deserves the truth too. There are tears welling up that I pray don’t ruin my make up because I don’t want to explain to anyone anything. I don’t have the energy to do anything at all. I really don’t even want to post. But somehow doing this, letting it out to a bunch of strangers, kind of makes it easier. . . . Well enough of that. It’s time to do what I do best. Pretend it’s okay. Chin up buttercup. Show up and show out. Do my best because that’s who I am right? * * * #notimeforpain #lonelyinside #fakeittillyoumakeit #thisisntreal #whoamireally #dichotomyofself #dresstoimpress #jsydsphotos #mylife #jsydwritings (at Lonely Street)
