#lonergrl420

[lonergrl420]

rewatching the bear for the trillionth time and i can safely (and unfortunately) say that i relate to carmy wayyy too much

[lonergrl420]

[lonergrl420]

met this guy, had my first kiss with him and it gave me comfort to be with someone intimately but in a few weeks i felt him pulling away. i got the feeling of something i wanted so bad but i guess it wasn't serious for him the way it was for me.

[lonergrl420]

hate that i got the thing i yearned for after so long then in a few weeks it was taken from me.

[lonergrl420]

i see him again after SO LONG and all the feelings flood back

[lonergrl420]

i feel so stupid :P

[lonergrl420]

i got four options to choose from when im anxious:

bite my nails till theres nothing left

throw up cause i cant keep anything down

bawl my eyes out till im all red and puffy

all of the above :)

[lonergrl420]

its sad girl summer i swear, i dont know why i cry so much