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longxnimity replied to your post:Hey Mom did you hear about the guy who got hit in...
“… Let’s be glad you’re not a comedian.”
❝ You didn’t like it, hjärtat... ? ❞
longxnimity replied to your post:whats your favorite color space mom?
CUE ENCKE BLUSHES–
Ooh look, another colour Keeler absolutely ADORES !! Better kiss his sweetheart’s cheeks and see if he can’t get it to stick around for a little while longer... !!
What would you do if everything between you and encke turned out to be a lie?
❝ Ha––––but it WOULDN’T. ❞
❝ You know, I can’t help but think that people who speculate about this sort of scenario between Encke and myself do so out of sheer ENVY of our relationship. I can’t say I blame you. It’s LOVELY, really, what my Encke and I have. It’s a relationship between two SOULS, one based out of total, complete, ABSOLUTE TRUST and UNDYING DEVOTION. I’ll be at my Encke’s side until the end of time, and you know what ? I know HE’LL BE AT MINE.
Encke knows all of my secrets. I’ve told him my whole truth, even the UGLY PARTS, the parts that I hide from everybody else. And IN SPITE OF IT ALL, he still loves me. He holds my hand. Kisses me. CHERISHES me. ENCKE is the reason I’m a good person. He’s made me that way.
Also... I’m NOT A FAN of the insinuation always being that ENCKE would be the betrayer. Anybody who doubts him or his loyalty to me is somebody who CLEARLY knows NOTHING about him. Encke is the most loyal fellow I’ve ever met; he’s defended my honour on more than one occasion. He’s my prince. I know he CERTAINLY wouldn’t lead me on. Encke wouldn’t lead ANYBODY on in any way; he’d scarcely harm a fly. He’s the most gentle and BEAUTIFUL soul I’ve ever had the privilege of knowing.
And if you’re attempting to SOW A SEED OF DOUBT in my mind ? Well, I’ll tell you right now––––IT’S NOT GOING TO WORK. Do you know what absolute zero is, nonnie ? Absolute zero, measured on the Kelvin scale, is the temperature at which all molecular motion ceases. Do you know what odds questions of this nature have in terms of making me doubt my Encke or the foundation of trust that our relationship is built upon ? The same odds that a molecule has of moving at absolute zero Kelvin. What I mean by that is–––– ❞
❝ ––––THERE ARE FEW ABSOLUTES IN THIS UNIVERSE, BUT ONE OF THEM IS MY FAITH IN MY BETTER HALF, MY ENCKE, OUR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER, AND THE INTEGRITY OF OUR RELATIONSHIP. ❞
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Keeler, normally so suave and composed and outwardly UNRUFFLED, no matter what’s going on, very nearly comes undone in the time it takes for Encke to mull over his answer before speaking. His throat is tight, palms sweaty, and it’s not until he hears that sweet, soft reply that he exhales a breath he didn’t even know he’d been HOLDING.
❝ Yes, ❞ he breathes, tipping his head back and making to lean against the broad chest behind him, knowing he’ll be welcomed ( home ) by strong arms, so warm, so gentle, so comforting, always and in all ways. ❝ I’m proud of you. I’m proud of US. I know I’ve... attracted attention in the past, and... I know there are... wandering eyes aboard this ship. But... I want EVERYONE to know... I’m yours, and yours ALONE. My future lies with YOU, hjärtat––––Sorle––––you and ONLY you. They should... all know that. ❞
( He nods to himself. After a pause, shyly–––– )
❝ ––––What do you think... ? ❞
longxnimity replied to your post:Mews unhappily at the human. Cuddles? Pick me up?...
CASUAL ENCKE STARING. IN THE BEST WAY. IN THE PETTINGS ARE IMMINENT WAY.
Keeler’s noticed you watching, Encke. He knows you all too well.
❝ Encke ? ❞ SNEEZE. ❝ Isn’t it DARLING ? D’you want to come pet... ? ❞
[[You and Longxnimity are the reason I'm no longer scared for canon Keelerr. No matter what happens in canon your muses will always be my true Encke and Keelerr.
[ OH MY GOD NONNIE THIS IS LITERALLY THE CUTEST ANON I HAVE EVER GOTTEN, HANDS DOWN
first of all, THANK YOU SO MUCH sdfkdjf /ugly svetlana crying from gratitude tbh jsdkfjs i just love keeler SO MUCH. honestly when i made this blog i didn’t think it’d really go anywhere, but seeing people actually ENJOYING my keeler is like sjdfkjsdk the most mind-blowingly wonderful thing and i just ksdfkj I CAN’T BELIEVE IT’S REALLY REAL AND THAT PEOPLE REALLY ENJOY HOW I WRITE HIM JSDKFJF
and Jay. JAY, oh my god, he is my best friend and the most talented writer i know, bar none. he not only helps me be a better writer, he helps me be a better person. and he’s been through a LOT, and lsdjfsdjkfj I JUST KNOW, I KNOW that this means the WORLD to him, knowing that our muses have been able to affect somebody else in this way, and that somebody is enjoying them that much i’m just sjdfkdjf it means the world to us BOTH
honestly nonnie i am at a loss for words because i am so grateful and so truly, truly honoured. from the bottom of my heart, thank you. ]