Just feel like shouting into a void a little.
Change sucks. It sucks so much. It is so incredibly bittersweet and I had the uncertainty that comes with it. Just as much as I hate anticipating or being hopeful for things that likely won’t happen. All the while it’s impossible for me to not feel like I should constantly be happy. I live in a first world country. There’s news everywhere indicating millions of scenarios and real situations that are horrid and I have the audacity to complain about my “problems”. It’s all so fucked. Yet here comes more. Little rotary phones. More than half of you won’t even see this. More than half of you stopped seeing anything I posted after you followed my blog. A good chunk of you are spam accounts. everything is enormous everything seems destined to fuck you over in someway.
i miss..