Discouragement
For the past several weeks I’ve been struggling with discouragement to the point that I even stopped posting on my blog which isn’t to say I write because I care what people say or don’t say. I write because that’s what in my heart to do. No, this goes much deeper than looking for approval and I’m not sure I can fully explain the whole of it except to say that when you question your own self worth then your question everything.
I’ve finally after listening to several teaching CD’s and reading my Bible come to the realization that it’s not who I am but whose I am that I have to remember. I had taken my eyes off my God and my Jesus who is the head of my life. Ultimately it’s not about what I can do but what He’s done in me and to be honest He’s brought me a very long way. I wouldn’t even be writing a blog if it weren’t for Him.