I feel like she has trauma induced insomnia. Like, no matter what she says, if Blitz isn't home at night. She can't sleep and even if he is home she still struggles to, but him being there just makes it a bit easier
• Heejin would definitely get turned on randomly by something that you’ve done. And try to find some excuse to make you leave where you are so you can be alone
• if you’re already alone, she would pull you onto her lap and guide your hips to grind against her, to get herself wound up even more
• This girl would love a handjob. She may be the dominant one but she won’t turn down a handjob if you’re horny
• She loves the sound of her name being screamed from you while she pounds you. It’s a really big turn on of hers and it would make her moan so fucking loud and her hips would easily pick up speed.
• she lovessssss having you ride her. Throughout the experience, she’ll encourage you to cum or ride her even faster.
• “come on baby girl, you can go faster than that cant you?”
• she would keep her hands firmly on your hips to guide you however she likes and will suggest you do as she wants. “Now be a good girl for me sweetie”
• she would love to cum in your mouth. She loves it sooo bad. Just the look of you underneath her watching up at her jerking off until she cums all on your face.
• sometimes if she’s horny she’ll come up behind you to press her body against yours just so you can feel how hard she is. Indicating that you should give her what she needs.
• she also loves neck kisses, she loves giving you hickeys on your neck and shoulders because it shows everyone you’re hers.
• she loves to pin you down and spread your legs wide so she can fuck you and keep you held down to restrict your movement.
• sometimes she can be slow and romantic but she prefers it a lot rougher.
• heejin LOVES your HIPS!!! she loves to hold on to your hips a lot
• she comes up behind you breathing heavier than usual and moves your hair from your shoulder to kiss it and whispers “I need you right now baby” and will continue to kiss your neck from behind and leave hickeys.
After she would take your clothes off as fast as possible to feel more of your skin on hers. Then turn you to face her and push you back into the nearest wall or door to make out with you roughly.
She lifts one of your legs to wrap it around her waist while she starts to fuck you. Her pace picks up pretty fast. And it doesn’t take her long to cum.
• she loves to take several rounds, using you in all different positions just to experiment a little more.
• afterwards she’d praise you “you were so good for me, princess” “you came so much baby”
• loads of cuddles after sex, she would lay on top of you out of breath but still holding you close.
A locker slammed shut a few feet away, one of the guys from the swim team threw you a flirty look as he passed by, his friends hanging around him like flies, resting your head against the cool metal, you closed your eyes, trying to regain control over your thoughts, you didn’t even hear your best friend approaching until her face was an inch away from yours, dark eyes staring at you inquisitively,
“You look awful y/n jesus, weekends at your dad’s seem to be taking a toll on you.”
Picking up your backpack, you flung it over your shoulder, hitting a freshman in the face in the process, Siyeon broke out in a fit of laughter as she ruffled the poor boy’s hair before shoving him playfully, he didn’t seem to be having so much fun as scurried away without even giving you a chance to apologize, you let out a tired giggle before your eyes met with the disapproving ones of last person you wanted to see at that precise moment. Siyeon stopped in her tracks as she felt you tense up against her, but it was too late, the senior counsellor had already grabbed your arm, your best friend’s grip tightening around your other,
“Y/n, you will not avoid me any longer than you already have.”
You smiled sheepishly at the older woman who had insisted on scheduling sessions every Monday mornings with her, after having found out about your current family issues through a notice that unknowingly to you been passed to all your teachers.
“Listen Yoona, I get it, you’re young and full of passion for your job, you’re ready to help poor teens struggling with how butt ugly they are, but I do not need your help, I’m fine and more than competent to handle my emotions and my struggles on my own thanks, have a great Monday.”
Her pretty face morphed in shock at your words, shrugging her hands of your arm you made a quick b-line, dragging Siyeon behind you.
“Sarcasm and denial are not the way to deal with this y/n!”
“Ah! Lippie thank God you’re here, maybe you can talk some sense into your girlfriend.”
Her hands reached for the sides of your face, lifting it slightly so that she could get a good look at it, she immediately noticed the dark circles under your eyes, you weren’t wearing any makeup, and your lips seemed more chapped than usual, you felt your body tingle under her worried gaze, pulling away from her you glared at Siyeon who only pulled her tongue at you,
“Why? What’s wrong babe?”
She tried to pull you back towards her so that she could look into your eyes but to no avail, you resisted, grabbing onto your best friends’ arm, Jungeun’s eyebrows furrowed with concern,
“Nothing is wrong, Yoona just tried to scold me for hitting a freshman, but I manged to get away from her devil grasp just in time.”
You knew your girlfriend hadn’t bought a single word you said from the second they left your mouth, she was about to reply when by miracle Jiwoo popped up from behind her, not even greeting an of you before diving into the wild account of how her weekend went, her bubbly voice cutting through the tense atmosphere that had been previously forming. You felt Jungeun’s inquisitive stare on you all the way to class, for probably the first time in your life you were relieved of arriving at your algebra lesson, your teachers’ expressionless face welcomed you in the doorway as you scurried inside, thinking about the imminent conversation that was going to happen the next time you’d see your girlfriend.
You knew avoiding confrontation was probably the least rational choice you could make, yet you found yourself sitting alone on one of the restricted balconies on your school’s second floor, with the curtains pulled inside you knew it was impossible to see you, this had become your go to spot whenever you felt like skipping class to be on your own, nobody ever used the language lab in the morning anyways, just making it easy for you to disappear when needed.
The night before had been so chaotic you hadn’t even had a moment to prepare your lunch for today, your stomach grumbling in complaint as you nibbled on some crackers that had been in your backpack since the previous week,
Your phone lit up on your lap, as another one of the girls sent you a message, asking where you were, you were about to turn it off when a message from your best friend arrived,
From Wolfass🐺: I know where you are, I’ve told the girls you had some homework to catch up on, Lippie isn’t buying it and she keeps staring at me as if she wants me dead. I’m terrified.
Your heart swelled with love at the realization the Siyeon would always have your back no matter what, it had been that way ever since you were in your diapers, she never left your side.
To Wolfass🐺: I owe you a thousand, love you so much.
As the bell rung you made the decision on skipping literature, guilt pooling in your stomach as you imagined Jungeun’s face as she walked into the classroom without seeing you in your usual spot next to the window, so that you could look at the birdies when things got boring.
Your phone vibrating dragged you out of your self hate spiral, another missed call from your girlfriend and a new message.
From Wolfass🐺: You know I got you, but I really think you should give Miss Lim a chance, you don’t have to handle this thing on your own babes, and you’re gonna have to talk to Lip at some point, that girl loves you so much she’s on the verge of killing herself from overthinking.
You felt your muscles tense in anxiety at the thought of having to talk to Jungeun about how you were being forced to spend the weekends at your dad’s place, she knew your relationship with him was complicated to say the least, but you were also aware of how much it would pain her to know what you really had to go through.
To Lippie💘: Sorry about today babe, not feeling very well don’t worry tho I won’t miss tonight’s game, I’ll see you there and we can talk after
To Lippie💘: I love you
From Lippie💘: I’m already worried but ok
From Lippie💘: ttyl
She was not happy at all. You cursed at yourself for being so damn stupid, knowing you should have been honest with her from the beginning, and yet, your own denial had stopped you. Not being in the right head space you packed your stuff and left. Your mom was on a day shift today so you knew there would be no one at home to interrogate you on how come you weren’t at school.
The chilly spring air nipped at your cheeks, wrapping your arms around yourself you closed your eyes as Jungeun’s familiar scent enveloped your senses,
“You’re so cheesy y/n, wearing your girlfriend’s team sweater at her first game as team captain. You almost make we want to throw up…”
You shoved Siyeon so hard she almost fell off the bleacher, ignoring her curses you scanned the field anxiously until your gaze fell on a familiar head of chocolate locks, Jungeun was busy tying her hair into a tight ponytail, her eyes scanning the crowd, timed seemed to stop for a second as her nervous gaze met yours, a toothy grin plastered itself onto your features as you waved at her. Her own smile didn’t quite reach her eyes as it usually did, giving you a small nod, she lowered her head back to the ground.
Your body worked faster than your mind, quickly getting on your feet after leaving your soda with Siyeon, you bounced down the crowded bleachers, making your way to the side of the field you pushed your way through the school paper club until you reached the fence that separated you from the team. You didn’t even have to call her, in a second your girlfriend was in front of you, hands resting on the cold metal between you. Your hand reached for her cheek as you smoothly pulled her into you, her lips fit perfectly between yours, a low hum of appreciation swallowed in the kiss. Pulling away as you heard her coach calling all the players to him, you smiled warmly,
“Don’t be nervous, you’ll do great, just as usual.”
Jungeun’s cheeks tinted pink at your words, you caught her red lips in one last loving kiss before turning around, your girlfriend’s eyes never leaving your figure as you made your way back to your seat, warmth spreading through her entire body after the quick interaction. She was ready to win.
The eerie car park was almost empty by the time your girlfriend stepped into it, in a second she had spotted your figure, resting against her car, scrolling through your phone, with the last energies that remained Jungeun sprinted towards, a surprised squeal leaving escaping mouth as she lifted you into her arms.
“Well look if it isn’t miss star player herself.”
An embarrassed groan tumbled out of her lips, running her hand through her soft hair she smiled at you. There were these moments in your relationship in which neither of you had to say a word, and yet you both understood, you knew her smile meant more than she could ever even put into words, yet a shadow of concern still lurked in the corner of her eyes.
“I like seeing you in this sweater, I think it brings me good luck.”
Her long fingers toyed with the strings of your sweatshirt, slowly creeping up until they reached your chin, she pulled your face to meet her own. Again, as her lips danced with yours, you could understand exactly what she wanted to say, her fingers trailing down to your hips, suddenly you found yourself pressed against the cold metal of the car, unsure whether the goose bumps came from that or from your girlfriend’s tongue sliding against your bottom lip, almost as if she was asking for your permission. Your fingers pulled teasingly at the soft baby hairs on the back of her neck, her cold hands finding their way under your shirt eliciting a small hum of appreciation that only seemed to spur her on, her lips detached from your own before leaving a hot trace along your jawline, on your pulse point, teeth nibbled at your sensitive skin as your head tilted back in response.
Jungeun pulled away at light speed as a series of whistles and cat calls echoed through the parking lot, a few of her teammates that had obviously lagged behind could be heard laughing as they made their way to their own vehicles, your girlfriends head burying into your neck, you could only imagine the shade of crimson her cheeks had turned. Chuckling softly you caressed the back of her head before getting into the car, your fingers toyed with the heating panel for a couple of minutes, trying to ignore the unspoken words that hung in the small space, you could feel Jungeun’s eyes on you every few seconds.
“Please keep your eyes on the road, I would like to make it home alive.”
She didn’t even bother clapping back at you with some snarky comment like she usually would, her hand snaking from the gearshift to your thigh, giving a light squeeze, her gaze straight ahead, a nervous sigh fell from your lips as you focused on the trees flying past you.
“My dad won his latest custody appeal.”
You took the complete silence that followed your statement as an invite to carry on,
“Which means, I now have to spend weekends at his place.”
Jungeun slowly nodded her head as she processed the news, you took her eyebrows furrowing as a bad sign,
“Which is, as you know, the last place I ever want to be. But he convinced the judge that he is a brand-new man, three years sober and with an actual job in a garage downtown.”
The older girl seemed to know where this was heading as her fingers intertwined with yours, her thumb rubbing small circles on the back of your hand,
“Only one of those two statements is true, I’m sure you can guess which.”
As you turned into Jungeun’s driveway the car came to a stop, unfastening her seatbelt she turned to face you, her thumb reaching to wipe away a tear you didn’t even know was there.
“Y/n why didn’t you tell me sooner?”
Biting at your lip, you couldn’t seem to find a plausible answer to that very easy question, you were scared to look into her sweet eyes as the silence around you became almost suffocating.
“I’m not angry babe, I just wished you would have told me, I’m sure my mom could help us figure something out, y/n you can’t stay at that place if it isn’t safe, please, don’t do this to yourself. If something happened to you I...”
Tears started falling from your eyes as you felt the concern oozing from every pore of her body, not being able to stand seeing you like this, Jungeun pulled her seat back as you took the invitation to climb onto her lap, small sobs rattling through your body, one of her hands started rubbing comforting circles on your back, the other pulling your head even closer to her as she kissed every inch of you she could reach.
“I don’t want you to be scared y/n, I promise we’ll figure this out, together.”
do you think heejin would enjoy a pillow princess gf? or does she want more from her partner?
yeah, she’d enjoy having a pillow princess gf! tbh, it doesn’t really matter to her. she’s very much a verse switch, and while do i think she’d love her partner reciprocating the pleasure, she also gets pleasure from giving pleasure (and she’s a little more on the dominant side)… so yeah, she’d enjoy it lol.