#lorazapam

[hail5tan]

I fucking love making Playlists

If you're on downers and like eerie vibes you should check this one out

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3aPlWsSSJPYtcwXrtRyRkK?si=FTK23TUSRvqbcFvmRTQ0JQ&pi=u-gnSMOz82QnGo

[toxikose]

Der Umgang mit Sucht im Alter

Sozialpädagoge über unterschätztes Thema

Sucht trifft nicht nur junge Menschen. Es braucht keine dunklen Ecken oder einen Dealer. 

Auch ältere Menschen können abhängig werden. Dabei geht es vor allem um Medikamente oder Alkohol. Sozialpädagoge Sebastian Schuster spricht darüber.

[prairie-gay]

i literally cant stand this bloody anxiety its wonderful.

[battlewithmentalhealth]

I decided to take a break from Tumblr.

I'm sorry for being so long away from Tumblr, I thought I would take a break because a lot was going on. So what's been happening? Well, a couple of weeks ago, I was really really depressed and started drinking quite a lot and ended up unconscious and was rushed to hospital because I drank on Lorazapam. The hospital accused me of taking a Lorazapam overdose which is stupid considering I only took 2 lol. But ah well, such is life. I was unconscious, my grandparents were trying to slap me awake but I wasn't responding and they were worried I was in a coma but luckily I wasn't. I had to go on a drip to flush the drug and alcohol out. I got really worried after that incident because it happened while my boyfriend was in my flat and he got pissed off with me and left me and went to get my nan. He didn't dump me but he might as well have because he was really off with me for a while afterwards. In fact, it still seems like he's off with me but we had a talk last night and it turns out that it's not me its him, he's going through a patch of depression and he's sure it will pass. I hope so because I don't like seeing him depressed. But he's not the boyfriend like he used to be. He used to kiss me constantly, was so romantic and really enthusiastic about this relationship but now it just feels dead. He doesn't kiss me unless I kiss him and he's definitely not romantic anymore. It's such a shame because our relationship was amazing and he made me feel so happy. I hope he's right and it will pass. Fingers crossed. I've started being a bit more productive with my time and am now taking an online course in German. I'm obsessed with Blutengel which is a German band and I am totally in love with a German guy so I thought it would be nice if I were to learn to speak German fluently. I'm doing really well with it and I've learned more on that website than I have at five years at school because I'm learning at my own pace. I do 15-45 minutes a day and examine myself twice daily. I'm really dedicated. Oh yeah and my hair is now bright red so I'm feeling a bit more confident. My hair has been black for about 5 years and now it's bright red again, yay! I missed my bright red hair which I had before I dyed it black and now it's back and I love it. I'll post a photo after this post. Thank you for reading and sorry for being away for a while. Don't worry, I'm back now and you shall hear more from me :)

[oxycontinqueen]

Thank you Doctor 🤒💊