#loreend

[andysgallerys]

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Why do I feel like dying

Constantly

Still

Its been so many years

Half a life

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”When we hold hands in public I wonder if he notices the stares -like he is handling a big parade balloon down the crowded sidewalk; I wonder if he notices, how my hands are made of rope ~”

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If this is life

Let me buy beautiful books written in foreign language that I quite have not mastered yet. Books that talk to me in multiple misunderstood ways. Let me do this rarely enough to keep it as my own special happy place. Let me start a home and remember how it made me feel, even if I will never finish reading them ~

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Mountains.

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Do you know that voice that tells you to wait? To enjoy the moment? I am so used to acting against that.

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And you need to see that the people who were supposed to keep you safe from the monsters, turned out to be monsters themselves - and that, nearly killed you.

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Today I'm stuck

Music feels wrong