#loreleisonafaire

[myrooks]

OKAY HERE'S MY DAILY SCREAM: IF JACOB'S WIFE WAS DEAD DURING JACK THE RIPPER, THAT MEANS JACOB WAS ALL EMMETT HAD LEFT AND EMMETT WAS ALL JACOB HAD LEFT TO REMIND HIM OF HIS DECEASED LOVE SO HOW MUCH OF JACOB DID JACK KILL JUST BY LETTING HIS OWN SELF-LOATHING DO THE JOB FOR HIM TO GET HIM PRESUMABLY FROM "I WILL NOT LET THIS MAN MAKE AN ORPHAN OF MY SON," TO "IF YOU WANT ME JACK COME AND KILL ME!" AND MORE IMPORTANTLY WILL I EVER WANT TO KNOW THE ANSWER?

WELL THANK YOU FRIEND FOR YOUR DAILY SCREAM BECAUSE NOW IM SCREAMIN G-

Okay alright hERE WE GO *cracks knuckles* INTENSE CHARACTER ANALYSIS TIME

I’m starting to believe more and more that Jacob’s wife was dead during the JTR DLC and that’s why we never saw her- and in terms of his son Jacob absolutely sent him outside of London the second he even thought shit was hitting the fan because we all know how protective Jacob can be, and considering how ashamed Jacob would have been the last person he wanted to keep ignorant of the atrocities of Jack would be his son.

Considering what you said at first I’m sure Jacob was more like his old self in terms of him having full control of the situation and wanting to terminate Jack before he got out of hand, however-

Unfortunately, Jacob has too big of a heart, and along with Emmett, Jack was practically his second son. I can’t even imagine the pain Jacob must have felt the moment he not only realized Jack betrayed him, but that he would have to kill him. 

You can see this pain in the beginning of the DLC, with Jacob going up against Jack. That entire fight, Jacob never fought to win. Maybe to incapacitate Jack, but you can see he’s not aiming to kill. When Jacob’s on the ground though, Jack’s monologue finally gets through to him, and you can physically see the point in Jacob’s eyes when he finally realizes this man is a monster and there was no bringing back the little boy that Jacob had hoped to still find in Jack. 

Jacob never wanted to kill Jack from the very beginning, but thanks to Emmett I’m sure he became one of the sole reasons Jacob had enough drive to go after Jack- (and all the brutal killings, of course). After Jack got into Jacob’s head enough and made Jacob think of how much he was a failure, that was when Jacob finally switched his mentality to where he thought everyone would be better off if he just sacrificed himself and ended it all.

If Jack was going to die, he knew he would be dying with him. That was the way it would be, as Jack was originally his fault anyway. 

Jacob was a broken man the second he came on screen, and due to being away from his family for so long I’m also sure Jacob forgot the true reasons he was still fighting. Jack had gotten too far into his head. He made Jacob forget all the good he had done 20 years ago and was still doing with the prostitutes and just the brotherhood in general. When you become constantly surrounded by such negativity as Jacob was, I wasn’t surprised to find Jacob had lost his stubborn morality, bravery, and sense of justice, all only to be replaced by a meek sense of compromise and no will to live all in the sake of eradicating Jack. 

Well I’m super sad now at how at all my depressing JTR DLC feels :’) Jacob the poor baby he needed his wife the most then to bring him back from the black void Jack had made him fall into buT NO BECAUSE UBISOFT IS SALTY AS HELL.

MAYBE YOU WILL HAVE FOUND YOUR ANSWER IN MY TEN PAGE ANALYSIS BUT IF NOT ENJOY THE FEELS FRIEND *PROCEEDS TO DROWN IN ALL THE TEARS*

[myrooks]

I would be lying if I said I knew how to begin this. I would be lying if I said I knew what I wanted to say, how I wanted to do what I hope my words will accomplish, and I would be lying if I said that I thought anything through. I am scared that I may undo the work that the many other people who hope to show that you are loved have done. I cannot let you be hurt without attempting to ease the pain on my own. You are scared. Your world has been so often left alone, you cannot help but fear that it is your own fault. It is a feeling I cannot help but share to admit, and it was a cruel fear for any to touch upon. But it isn’t your fault, and has never been your fault. I doubt it is anyone’s fault, a matter of blame too heavy in the heart to be pinned ever on an individual without weighing them down. But you are not alone. And you are loved, so dearly and by so many, and I cannot let you sit here without making that clear to you. I want you to find your peace. I want you to feel as whole as you said you do holding the person you love. With the loneliness I have experienced, I can only hope that there is some solace to offer with my words to others. I feel that may be my only shot at not being left alone again. So I hope I can make sure you don’t feel alone yourself. I hope we can make it clear—you will not be unloved, and it was never your fault. No matter how much so you felt in the past, I won’t let you wallow in it ever again. You shouldn’t have to stay in such misery. You won’t. Because no one ever deserves such a hurt. Such a choking pain that’s left you without a smile and without the peace you deserve, love. ….I hope I didn’t take too much time. Talk to me, if you need to. And, um….bye.

((As an out-of-whatever-that-was note that’s far brighter, I kind of want to congratulate whoever asked the divorce question? I sort of shrieked ‘NO,’ out loud at that, so, that’s pretty good.))

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My edit:

I don’t know how submissions work as this is the first ever submission I’ve gotten so sorry if I’m doing something wrong but I just have to say you are AMAZING FRIEND <3

This is probably one of the most heartfelt messages I’ve ever gotten, and trust me when I say this, words definitely go a long way, these words especially^^

Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts not only with me, but with the lovely followers of my blog. For anyone who might be feeling blue or just needs a pick me up- read this. Honestly, this is straight from the heart right here. I would also like to note that this really resembles what this community is supposed to be all about: support.

loreleisonafaire does an A++ job summing it up but I would just like to emphasize once more, you are not alone, you are loved, and we are all here for you.

This is why I made this blog guys, to bring you joy for at least a small moment of your day. I am here if you need someone, so if you’re sitting there thinking you have nobody you are lying to yourself, because I’m right here :) along with so many others, and I’m only a message away.

[issacryptid]

next on my recruiting list

callout post for @loreleisonafaire

-PLS HELP ME COOL GRANDPARENT JON’S GOTTA GET KINKSHAMED -kid has joined me don't let me down pls -cat is vvv cool -100% amazing human bean -I had fun streaming with u yesterday

[acscenarios]

Guess who spent all day today dressed up as a Rook today (complete with the flag I made yesterday) for Anime Boston? It was a really rad time and when I went to the grocery store afterwards apparently I looked vaguely respectable enough to be a store manager or something so all of these ladies were asking me where things were in the store and I was very confused and so were they.

Hey nice! I wish I could see what your outfit looked like!

[myrooks]

"Was this man even real?" That is the exact correct response to Jacob Frye. AHHHHH, that fic was beautiful!

asdfhdsjjksa you are seriously too kind aaah! ! ♥♥♥ I’m super happy to know you enjoyed it! 

Legit though thank you so much c: and yes, it totally is this man is just one huge cinnamon bun like ugh there is a reason I refer to him as my husband <3

[myrooks]

Jacob, do you like braiding people's hair? And if you do would you be willing to braid mine?

Jacob couldn’t help but to release a small chuckle at your question, glancing down for a moment as he scratched his cheek. He finally looked up at you with a soft smile, and if you looked hard enough, you could have sworn you saw a hint of red dusting across his cheeks.

“Now, what little birdie gave you that idea, love?” Jacob responded, starting to gain back his usual bravado as his smile slowly became flirtatious. He easily closed the distance between you two, coming to stand directly in front of you.

“In all honesty, it would be a lie to say that I didn’t,” Jacob began, bringing one of his hands up to play with a few strands of your hair, “but that shall remain our little secret.” Jacob finally whispered, his face coming dangerously close to yours. His eyes were warm and tender as they gazed down at you, his other hand placing itself under your chin.

“Speaking of which, I would love nothing more than to braid your hair. Turn around for me, darling.”  

[acscenarios]

Here in Rhode Island, we have a thing where our weather cannot decide what it wants to do for the week and stick to it, and our people each have their own things they need to get up to—sailors, swimmers, fighters, runners, intel. So the code is this: Wear the sash, wear the hood, and you're good. Beyond that, whatever keeps you alive. We keep that policy for weapons, too—keep the hidden blade, that hood, that sash, because this is who we have been for ages. You are still you, but we need you.

that sounded almost poetic oh my goodness

[acscenarios]

Rhode Island Brotherhood here with a couple friends. Hello, everybody!

Hello! Nice to hear from you!