#lorethinking

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Haven't used Narcissus in YEARS- but I like what I have tried so far- replaying some blue dragonflight quests with Kyrigos has been really fun!

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Family enjoying the Starlight celebration!

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You know what I have been thinking... If Emet, Hermes and Azem were soul bounded, even after the sundering, Emet was able to find them because of that simple fact.... like... their souls called to him... but every time Emet found them, they were not the people he remembered- they were someone else, not the Hermes and Persephone he once married- ah

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Also. I HAVE been really considering to let Emet and Azem marry this time- prev wol verse, Emet and Elysium couldn't because the final days hit when Emet was gonna propose to Elyse... I was thinking maybe this time, let them marry, let Emet, Azem AND Hermes soul bond together...

Have some previous Elyse- I wanna think Persephone is his reincarnation in this one, considering they share name !!!!

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Found my notes and Daelmont's bday is officially on August 1st!!! I can't wait to forget next year and not celebrate his bday as I forgot Goethial's xD whose bday is canonical on August 13th btw xD they are just a few days apart- but Dael is a fairly new oc who I adore tons already-

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adding onto more Lucien rambling but how… Haurchefant and Lucien's relationship wasn't even one, i mean, Haurche most likely thought they were just casual encounters here and there because Lucien failed to communicate- and then Seph came and well- we know who fell in love with the lizard hehe-

Lucien seems so distant and cold but dude is just struggling- but it wasn't the first time he loses a relationship because of that-

after Haurchefant's death- he fucking enrages and takes it out with Seph- he blames him for his death and it is Nikolai who has to step in to stop him-

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I was rambling about Lucien Cain in my twt but I need to put some more facts about him somewhere

So Lucien is an ishgardian elezen, a knight- and he is very serious on his job, especially on his hunt for heretics, so when Nikolai leaves for them, it fucking hurts Lucien but he was not going to stop- not even for him. Lucien and a squad gives hunt to Nikolai but he alone was able to stop them, a fucking slaughter- only Lucien being left alive because Nikolai had not the heart to kill the man he once loved (Nikolai is too powerful on his own, even more after receiving Shiva's blessing)

Lucien is autistic and he struggles so badly with his own feelings- not being able to express himself properly, sometimes be seen as mean, even when he doesn't mean it- it has lead as well to failed relationships (Haurchefant and Nikolai)

Lucien is not a common man- he was born from the corpse of a dead god (: !!! to explain it better, in ancient times, the omicrons faced a cosmic entity, devourer of worlds, which they managed to defeat and seal, different parts of it, away- but one of them possesed an armor and escaped, crashing in Etheirys-

Said entity was later known as Stardust Arcadia, and was taken care by Lahabrea in Pandaemonium, things happen here and there but Stardust learns to love life where once he only knew hunger- he also starts falling in love with Lahabrea asjkfnasfja however said feelings may or may not have been Athena's doing so one day she can claim the remains of what was once a god (:

anyways, sundering happens and since Stardust was already just a glimpse of what was once a god, the sundering does make him weak as any other mortal being! at least, in the beginning since his power sleep, in hope he finds his other parts some time- There is also the fact that, even in his madness, Lahabrea looks for him- for his remains, whatever he can find to put him back together- or mayhaps, he was just following Athena's will again (i just wanna believe the heart of sabik was manipulating him as athena's wishes ajkfasfsa)

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I have been thinking a lot about Apollo yesterday and what goes on with him in Seph's verse- considering how he is NOT Azem here, things went different and harder for him- If he didn't meet Venat, he didn't get the help he needed, his emotions made him a mess and eventually consume him.

Have a píc of him when he used to be Azem before I keep rambling akfnasfa-

At some point, his despair makes him lose control of his magics, accidentally setting a village on fire, killing people on the way, causing a rampage till Azem appeared to stop him.

It wasn't new how unstable Apollo was, but after seeing the consequences, the convocation had to decide what to do with him, and some agreed that maybe, Apollo should simply return to the star since he was too dangerous for the beings in Etheirys, idea that made Fandaniel (Hermes) absolutely lose it-

But talk here and there, they finally agreed that it was best to send him to Pandaemonium, if anyone can deal with his powers, it was the wardens there- I wanna think Fandaniel and Hesperos secretly messaged each other, where Fandaniel begged him to please take care of him and treat him with the same care and compassion he has always done, thing that of course Hesperos would do-

Once there, Hesperos takes him under his wing and treats him as an equal, rather than another "prisoner" there- He also meets Leonidas, who would rather become his lover, his soul mate, his everything- and I love how Leonidas changes his view of their society after meeting Apollo, let's just say, he would agree with fandaniel during elpis lol

Leonidas sees how much Apollo wants to live, he struggles with depression, despair and anxiety, how uncertain his future seems, and yet he wants to live- Leo does everything in his power to give him a happy live down there.

I also like to think Apollo is allowed to wander around Elpis as long as he is accompanied with someone, Erichthonius, Hesperos or Leonidas; sometimes even Lahabrea (as the events take place before Pandaemonium)

During the Final Days, Apollo is the one to cause the most damage, accidentally transformating and creating the most dangerous fire monsters, consuming everything in their way- Leonidas being the one to put an end to Apollo's life, crying by his side, promising him he will find him and love him again-

they do meet, thousands of years later, as Ryan, a shard of Apollo's soul and Leonidas, a wretched creature whose only wish is to find his long lost lover