Stupidos.
Kau tahu, aku cuma berpegang dengan kata-kata ni je, untuk bertahan daripada berlebihan suka dekat crush aku.
Aku penat weh, aku rasa tak wujud kot perempuan lain yang sebodoh aku, to like someone for eight freaking years, and he doesn’t even have any idea about it, at all!!
Semalam, kau tau aku cakap apa, let’s give this a second chance. Second chance pfft yang entah ke berapa kalinya.
Let’s make this as the last shot, aku betulkan balik.
Aku cuba mesej kat Ig, tak dapat.
Whatsapp memang tak la, sebab fon aku lagi satu yang ada nombor dia. Masa nak pasang balik bateri tu, bateri tu menampakkan gelembung yang amat, takut aku.
Twitter impossible, kantoi ah nak stalk.
Lastly, Facebook je pilihan yang aku mampu.
And you know what, he did reply.
Dan selaku seorang Afiqah, maka she’s easily amused.
But not a pit-a-pat kind of amuse.
Like, ‘Oh, you replied?’
So stupid.
Girls, let me tell you this, jangan jadi macam aku.
Bodoh tak bertempat.
Mungkin sebab aku tak jumpa orang sangat, maybe that’s why (?)
Masa Far doakan pasal jodoh tu, aku tak tahu nak rasa apa.
Sebab aku dengan dia, like totally different.
Orang mungkin akan cakap opposites attract weh, tak pe, tapi entahla, somehow deep inside, kau tahu, he’s NOT the one(?)
Bodohnya rasa.
Stupidly in love like this.
Walaupun aku pernah bagitau diri sendiri, it’s okay if you’re the one who love more, give more receive less, at least when the relationship ends, you have no regrets.
But showering him with all you have while he may or may not appreciate it?
Yup, I know, stupidos.
Gaah, kemon F, it’s not even the first time this phase comes, sure you’ll get through this again.
Yeah, you’ll get through it, F.