Thank you so much for all the tips you are a god send!!!
if you don’t mind me asking, what is as your first time like ?
Youre very welcome!!! I really didn't mind at all and glad I could be of help!
[I'm gonna use kny character names. It honestly wasn't all that special. I was 14 at the time and it almost practically felt like it was abnornal to be a virgin still at that age cause about everyone in my little local junior high and hs were hooking up that young and was practically all peer pressure.]
Okay, so anyways, Sanemi and I were 3 months into the relationship and he was 17. We were hanging out with Mitsuri (14 like me) and Obanai (also 17) at Obanai's grandmas house. It was one of those houses where theres a loft and a front room. Obanai and Mitsuri have been together waaay longer and have been having sex already countless times. Were all in the loft watching a movie, Sanemi and I were on the couch and they were pretty much dry humping each other on the floor, making it awkward for us since we've only kissed and thats it, beside holding hands. Sanemi kept saying he wants to wait for the right time so a big part of why we never have even though I told him before i feel like I'm ready. When they got up to go to a more private area we both knew what was up. And Obanai was like "why don't you guys just do it already. she wants to and been together for 3 months now." Pretty much, cant remember exact word for word.
So now Sanemi and I are on the couch alone all awkward and weird especially since you could kind of hear them in the other space. I was the one who ended up initiated it again because once again I felt like I didnt want to be the only virgin anymore, felt like I was uncool that I was still and things like that along those lines. Assured him I was okay with it still if he was wanting to. He was unsure at first but then we started kissing, then it lead to one thing after another. Then it happened on that couch. And how I lost my virginity.
Sorry its not some fairytale romance 😅
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