“I think it’s like when you lose something so close to you, it’s like losing yourself.”
- Love Letters to the Dead by Ava Dellaira
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“I think it’s like when you lose something so close to you, it’s like losing yourself.”
- Love Letters to the Dead by Ava Dellaira
I Haven't Said Goodbye
You left without saying goodbye. Someone took you away from me. It's not your fault. I didn't care much about you and now you're gone. Thank you for everything. All those memories we shared. All those moments we will never forget. I'm sorry I lost you.
I'm too busy Every thought scurrying through my mind So endlessly There is no time No time to write what I feel My thoughts are piled Like a cup overflowing with wine Deep, dark red Overwhelming its space Running out of room in this tiny skull Too filled with the gardens of poetry I keep planting seeds with no air left to give them Lines I conjure up That I can never create into a story Because there is no time No time to write what I feel So jumbled, so lost I don't know what I feel anymore
- Too long ago, I knew who I was
Today I got a tarot card reading because I have been seeing someone that has recently pasted away. And the six cards I drew were the high priestess, the sun, temperance, the hanged man, death, and judgement. And the gypsy said: "I am about to lose what I value most, so treasure it while I can". I've already lost so much already, I don't know what else I have to lose..