#lossantoscrew

[dxllwithagvn]

@lossantoscrew  //  cont. from (x)

A hand shot out to grab her wrist, even though he wasn’t looking at her. With his eyes trained on the spot in front of him she just left, he spoke. “It’s going to be too difficult with what we’ve got coming up to have to talk someone new through it, and we work too well together. You don’t have to leave. It will go away at some point…” Though he sounded rather uncertain about that last one.

Meg froze at his touch, her breath caught in her throat. She didn’t look back at him. She just listened. It was desperation. He was grasping at straws. One of the other girls could pick it up. She could have them up to speed fairly quick. Sure, they work well together, but he’d get used to someone else. She couldn’t be around him. He was a distraction, a weakness. It could compromise their work because she would put him first. “It will go away?” Meg turned to look at him incredulously. “I don’t have a cold, Gavin. It doesn’t work like that. Did you not understand anything I said? Think of it like you broke me beyond repair. I won’t work with you.”

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@lossantoscrew  //  cont. from (x)

Gavin honestly couldn’t believe what ghe was hearing. He’d been frequenting her streams (despite telling himself he would stop) and had been completely hopeless at not thinking about her all the time.

“Meg, stop. I…” He had to pause, had to think about this. Revealing he was the Gavin giving her thousands of dollars almost every night would probably ruin it, but with this… he had to. “I’m him, the one in your… streams…”

It took her a minute to process what he had told her. It took her another minute to realize she was crying and trembling. She felt violated. He technically hadn’t done anything wrong. It was a public stream available to anyone wiling to dish out the entrance fee. There was no legal reason he couldn’t watch. That didn’t mean he should. Sure, if roles were reversed she might have watched, but she wouldn’t have gone back. It felt like such an invasion of privacy from someone she knew and trusted. He acted like a stranger. He lied.

“What the hell is wrong with you? How could you do that? Why didn’t you say anything to me? How long would you have kept lying? If I said nothing, would you have ever told me?” Meg stood up to leave. “How could I have been so stupid? I trusted you.”

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@lossantoscrew  //  cont. from (x)

Gavin couldn’t help but stare. He’d recognise that voice anywhere, after the nights spent fantasising about it. But bloody hell, he never thought he’d see her like this.

As she called for someone new to make a suggestion, he let out a sigh of relief that his name wouldn’t give him away. A shaky hand went to the mouse and clicked on the text window, even though he hadn’t even decided whether he was going to stay and watch. It would be so awkward to see her, even after just seeing her in lingerie. He’d not a clue how much further she’d go.

But, having already watched a video or two, and seeing those gorgeous curves in such pretty lace, his raging hard-on had control over his mind. He typed out a quick few words about how beautiful she looked, and that anything she did would be stunning.

A couple of the comments warranted blocking. It was always the case with new people; a couple of them were bound to be assholes. She had the luck of a protective following. The majority of people were great. One new comment caught her eye as it differed from all the others. Everyone had a specific fantasy, but them. It brought a small smile to her lips. It was enough for her to mention the username and ask, “Do you really not have one fantasy? There must be something that you’d really like to see? It seems nurse is the popular suggestion tonight. Would you like that, or something else?”

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@lossantoscrew  //  cont. from (x)

“Meg. I’m not leaving you here to get caught. I’m not! Come on, we just have to make it to Ryan, he can carry you!”

“I can’t make it! I’m going to get caught anyways, but you don’t have to get caught with me. You can make it out if you run! Please, I need you to make it out!”

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9: "I’m not leaving you here!” (From Gav)

“You have to! I can’t keep up on my ankle. I’ll only slow you down. Please, Gav, run!”