The Josh Situation
So there's this guy that I've known for the longest. For the sake of these posts we’ll just call him josh. Josh has had a thing for me since i broke up with my first boyfriend. while hes very sweet and wonderfully dorky, he is far too weird. Thats no problem im Maybe its just that i dont like him back and thats why i find it weird ain an annouying way. So what did i do? i asked my friend with benefits for advice. Great idea. But this is the guy who has a prime example of what i want currently. He He doesnt know the me of the past so he isnt stuck with that idea of the types of guys that i was once into. The fixer upper mama’s boy. He knows me as i am in this current present form. i wanted to give josh a chance so i gave him my number and i told himthere might be a chance but know i feel terrible that i no longer want to try. At the same time i feel that i should try dating again just to see what its like. i mean its been 4 years since i last dated. its kind of funy because im currently visiting the university my firt boyfriend attends. anyways we’ll see where this goes. i decided to go kn a dat ewith him after i get back from the university trip.
