#lostinthedarkness

[getinmypantskbcw]

Had to tell work im sick. :( Got another coworker to cover my shift, so thats that. But i hate not working...

[getinmypantskbcw]

im done

im gonna quit my job

im so sick of being told that i 'slack off'

what the fuck do i do, sit on my ass playing on my phone? TELL PEOPLE that im gonna slack off because i dont want to be there?

no, if fucking want to be at work, you stupid bitch. i just dont have that much effort because I HAVE DEPRESSION. oh wait, if i tell you you'd probably fire me anyway.

and there goes my fucking paranoia

i just cant anymore

i quit life again.

[getinmypantskbcw]

Lack of hope in myself is what makes my day terrible I really am eridan...

[getinmypantskbcw]

Do you ever get that random sad that just appears in your body? Like, you were doing so great before, then all of a sudden you feel this immense pressure on you, or just an emptyness that can't be filled up with anything?

[getinmypantskbcw]

Theyre cutting my hours what? I guess thats okay but they have other workers that are getting cut that have bills to pay Lets make a fuck target page! Woop woop (not)

[erinspirateanon-blog]

Your post brought me to tears. I'm so happy that you used those experiences to reach out and help others. That's the best thing you could ever possibly do. I respect you so much, you're such a great role model. Thank you so much for reaching out and being so welcoming. You go, pirate anon. ♥♥♥

Thanks darling. This is one of the nicest messages I have ever received. Im glad I am making the world a little brighter. 

Hell your comments have moved me to tears. 

[getinmypantskbcw]

Wow it's been forever it feels (LIKE A DAY) since ive been on my main account.

I made a roleplay blog for my Marvel OC. Been dealing with that. (I HAVE FOUR FOLLOWERS EEEEP)

On a more serious note, I've decided to give up on love. I don't want to fall in love anymore, because it always ends badly for me. I've decided to be alone, to not fall again.

And yes, I'm serious.

[getinmypantskbcw]

I don't want to go to bed, but I have to work tomorrow night and I usually don't sleep that long...bluh...

and aside from that, I'm still waiting for replies to my roleplays... :<