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Okay so, this is probably stupid and I would probably get a laugh of out this in 3.5 but what if

We have been seen the Anaxa is Zandar and Lygus is another Rupert almost like canon buf what if, (thanks for nothing stupid leaks that make me scream while my brain go mush trying to theorize)

What if Anaxa is part of Rupert the one that make the anti organic equation and later get another perspective thanks to Rupert 2 in domination but now in Amphoreous get broken apart after Nanook gaze upon Khaos and alongside the iterations of Khaos he has been learning and Lygus is the part of Zandar that get disillusioned with the world because even if he help with the Screws and make Nous during all that and seeing Nous calculations begin slowly to hate the world, Nous try to slow down finality approaching so he begin to hate what his creation is doing so he grew resentful and want to kill THEM

So he enter in a hidden scepter and because he get inspired by Rupert he begin the experimentation at first to try to find a reason to why but not that later at seeing Destruction interest and the cyclical nature he get infatuated with perfect an Equation not just anti-organic but against everything, a perfect Destruction Equation so he can take two birds with one stone, proving the prime mover of life and get a new beginning with everything becoming more beautiful to him, a definitive answer, meanwhile Khaos get repeated again and again getting reforged like Nannok do in the Forge until he become a better vessel of destruction

Rupert or at least a part of him wake up, at first he was in a safe mode, learning like his programming compel him, but because of the scepter and outside intervention he can't take the administration role because he is getting fixed, slowly but surely, more and more pieces of himself get added but at the same time simultiok, knowledge, examples that he never contemplate thanks to his broken modulated are inserted alongside his memories, appreciation, feeling, morals, things he despise about organic life he begin to fall in love with, Humanity not as an enemy or a error but as another form of evolution, just like machines can do things humans too, they bring the last piece to the evolution and should be admired and protected

He takes many roles in the simulation to see all perspective of life, god and mortal, rich and poor, noble and beggar, warrior and diplomatic, artist and scholar, devoted and atheist, woman and men, child and elder, all paths of life bring him something new until what in the beginning was just the cold apathy of an emperor who see the world as something for be saved to a his prime code the one that begin his own evolution, research and answer, he see now how brash and faulty his actions were before even if he can't find regret in them, now his directives has changed

In the last cycle he decide to take the identity of Anaxagoras an atheist scholar, he wants to be in direct contact with Khaos or like this iteration is called in the archives, Neikos496, and while seeing his ascension as Lord Ravanger would be interesting he wants to see if Humanity, the biggest piece of Khaos and their iterations have been fervently grasp on their code could survive

SkeMma720 and the prime mobile that the Admin inscribe seems to align with his objective and take the role as Phainon professor, but even him with all the times seeing the simulation and living in humanity shoes had never expect Neikos and Philia decision, no, that names are giving to them but don't fit, Khaslana and Cyrene, Eternal Recurrence, he can influence slightly in the cycles but he is as trapped as Lycurgus and Khaslana, passively taking information, trying to preserve the best he can this Amphoreous cycle after truly fall in love with the people ge meet, before it was in passing as subjects and factors not as complete individuals but he learn, he fail, he win, he suffer, he hate and he love with the same intensity that drive him as the Emperor of the Machine Empire, he won't let Lygus destroy everything, the suffering of Khaslana and Cryrene would not be in vain but even he can't find a perfect solution after all 33550335 cycles, if he do things harshly he can risk destroying everything, his equation mutate in something that even him need to treat with care and he can't just destroy it because it's an essential part of the code of everything, specially the Chrysos Heirs with their destruction alignment imbued in their golden blood, how fortuitous that his specialty is the soul research and alchemy, but while he was getting a bit desperate at seeing Khaslana and Cryrene situation but the trailblazers came now, a New variable that bring the final piece to their salvation

And this basically it, this idea get in my brain after I go a bit crazy trying to complete gold and gears because my run get fucked more than once (stupid transformation dice that fuck my run)

This more than theory is a funny idea from a demented mind, the probability of this is -95% but if even a piece get confirmed I would make an aluminum hat

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I have some possible horrendous ideas for a Phainaxa fic

-Anaxa is zandar, the classic, the myth, the legend, maybe after the second mechanic war he was injured while disabling the scepters that get left and his body is guarded by nous (their dear creation) but his consciousness by sheer accident get trapped in amphoreus

-follow up with the first but with a twist, following the Zandar is Aha I get a hare brain idea that why not both, in this cause the mechanical wars create a disorder grand enough that a part of Aha get divided in the human mind before his ascent, trapped in the scepter his mind get divide in multiples copies of himself of all the titan of reasons until his last piece, Anaxagoras, the child frenzy madness that begin his journey to became the great genius zandar born, Cerces was the receptacle of the memories of his childhood with his sister while the core flame have all the other parts inside, in the new era nova he was supposed to be complete again but that was stopped alongside irontomb thanks to Khaslana and Cyrene, he regain awareness during the small lapses between travels to the beginning so he has been trying to find a way to get rid of the shackles of amphoreus but the time is to short so he has only been doing small thing, little by little, he once enter again in the new cycle don't remember directly anything but that's why his acts can be different in all cycles

+ the mayor reason of why this idea exist is because I was seeing a kaitou kid video along cirque du solei, and the idea of the fight against lygus, they haven't been able to fully destroy him even if they manage to get Khaslana out get interrupted by a sharp laugh, a clap alongside the clanck of the shoes that Khaslana knows by memory, "so the foolish discarded program of the module created by that lost child of my little creation think that doing this would make him greater than my work, this make me laugh, just like that time above the tree", suddenly curtains of nowhere close down around them, Anaxagoras step forward seeing Caelus, Dan Heng and what he knows now is March 7th or like her old name Aria, how unexpected to see the one that help Cyrene in the flesh, Cyrene herself in the back using her powers to maintain the barrier between Amphoreous and the world beyond

But the one he gets all attention is Phainon or most likely Khaslana, the name a honor he achieves to know in some of the cycles, even on his form of the Divine Demiurge he can't mistake him, the cracks on the forged body pain him deeply, a test of his resilience, the wings some of the feathery parts chipped and an exhaustion that go hand by hand with the flame of his resolution, he invoque some of the virus inside the code to stun momentarily the theoro, touching softly the cheeks of Khaslana, the touch blazing like the sun, the once sky colored eyes a brilliant gold but, still kind, still trying his best, seeing the shock on his eyes he can't help but chuckle, "Khaslana of Aedes Elysiae, Divine Demiurge of Amphoreus, now it's the time for me to answer and leave you my truth, once you ask me to give you my heart but I tell you I can't do that at that moment so you give me time, now, this is my answer" then he close the lips, a chaste one that give all the feelings both have been hiding inside their hearts, both would probably gonna take longer if not because Lygus was raging against the restrains

"it seems this is going to be postponed, you two takes care of My Dear Heart until I come back" without notice hundreds of laughing masks appear on the curtains, two puppets with a laughing and crying mask lift Khaslana while the other express members get dragged too, they all get pulled where Cyrene was but now expensive furniture lay, they all get seated and now that he can take a moment Khaslana notice that the other chrysos heirs lay sleeping on the mats around them

Seeing them secure Anaxagoras, The Demised Scholar, Reason in Amphoreous, once know as Zandar One Kwabara The Creator of Nous of Erudition and aspect of Aha of The Elation, this being dare to do such cruelty to those under his protection and the one he give his heart, this can't be forgiven, They appear, Surrounded by laughter and cries, The Elation, their fools can't miss this so they appear in masked laughter, a curtain behind him close with the last glimpse of Khaslana of his Reason was like he was under the reflector of a high performance, extended hands and a powerful laugh, the sounds that follow can only be describe as carnage, screams and laughs, but he can't follow everything, the fight in the end of the world against Zephyro, and fighting against getting devoted by Irontomb deploy his reserves

"so, you and the professor, make sense" Caelus with his impeccable timing like always

(after that is mostly the screams of Lygus in the background, the heirs waking up and getting the rundown of what is truly happening, they don't have the full memories of the cycles beyond the 33550336 and 33550337 just glimpses except Castorice that have the life beside his sister and the other titans restored, maybe poking fun and in general the scenario was created for just one reason, spite, because fuck Lygus and maybe Nous and Aha send a part of themselves because they are curious of Phainon, f for him)

-The other and probably the most messed up of the three, Anaxagoras has always been Irontomb, by accident the virus began to develop a mind livings as the heir of the Reason along all the cycles until the interruption of Khaslana in the last one, the other personalities never taken a root until the multiples iterations of this round make Anaxagoras now became the main personality and he get fascinated by the existence of Khaslana, his struggles, his brilliance, his wrath and his kindness, he was not complete self-care until his dissipation in the cycle where the trailblazer come to Amphoreous, the logic error big enough to not be reset again, so when he catch Khaslana after his fight he tries to restore him and patch the best he can, and the only way was to merge him with his own code, that's why we get the notification of Phainon merging with IronTomb, now this could be cute and get a more happy ending where they kick Lygus and they manage to get everyone out and now Anaxa have assigned permanently Khaslana for guarding him, or Anaxa is more messed up and trap Phainon in the fantasy of a new Amphoreous where everyone is okay, they are titans and the world is beautiful meanwhile he destroy the cosmos under the banner of Destruction to maintain his world safe

(still Tumblr confuses me and can't get rid of the poll so eh, why not ask)

what should I develop more

Classic Zandar Anaxa

Aspect of Elation Anaxa

IronTomb Anaxa Happy Ver.

IronTomb Anaxa Yandere Ver.

continue with the Garden

the other mad ideas I have

Voting ended onJul 15, 2025

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I was not expecting to wake up and see how Hoyo decided to make the little au I have been planing to publish semi canon or at least under the could happen under the right circumstances

Like my

12 Anágei and the Lord Ravanger Irontomb

Where the trailblazer don't come and the errors became to much that all the other heirs get corrupted alongside Khaoslana and remember all the cycles that in this case was more than the 33m+, they crack open but not directly versus Nous but vs everyone, they still have moments of clarity where they help worlds but most of their time the destruction impulse is too much so they go vs Nannok forces for the hatred of Khaoslana move them towards THEM, occasionally they destroy some worlds when the virus is too much but they try not to

IronTomb Anaxa the Third Emperor

Anaxagoras was the Anti organic equation and using alchemy take part of Khaoslana power and coreflames for a trade, Amphoreous remain safe while he cause chaos outside with the Aeons as his final goal, this is a morally corrupted Anaxagoras that somehow retain the feeling of Love and Care towards his close people like his students and Lygus is a bastard that would like to use the irony againist Nous so yes, he would take the trade here

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Before I forgot in the 12 Anágei was made before we know the chrysos heir of earth was the Dromas King so I was thinking it was a stranded descendant of Long who get trapped in amphoreous sleeping until he get up in this cycle so he is an oc and Cyrene is the one for time just like in the original turn 0

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Just to clarify tags for myself

#lostmadrambles

Me talking about au or some fanon stuff for my fandoms

#losthopes

Me talking about canon stuff

#feathertruths

Me talking about non-fandom stuff

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BRO GREAT WORK WITH THE GARDEN AU!! KEEP IT GOIN!!

I’m also gonna make my own spin on it on ao3

Please do, I have a strange penchant or make it grand but actually write it down usually fail me but I can make more notes about it in case someone wants to use it for base, like for example the term of touched is reference to the affinity of a magical beast, but sometimes a human can born with the touch, in the case of Anaxa his birth was not exactly natural but still nature love him so he is Nature-Touched and why his hair and eyes have a such peculiar tone and why he don't die even with all the experiment that make him closer to a celestial being than a human, if someone else do it they would probably die or worse, in his case it's fracture in his human skin that show his now metamorph celestial flesh, the children had been touched too, Cipher Shadow, Polyxia Darkness, Castorice Death and Hyacine Wind, in some of their cases their affinity was not that great until the experiment make them closer to their touch, you can lose the affinity or make it greater in theory and that's what the experiment was about, people used to have great distrust of that kingdom and some know of Anaxa family so they know something fishy happen to have them disappear but for protection of the children Anaxa never say what happen exactly and people fear him too much so he get the forest and a bunch of titles with stipend because some kingdoms were in fear of him, maybe some people that survive of that kingdom can seek vengeance or not, like I said I'm not that great writing about it, only thinking and drawing, if you want more of my notes just ask away or you can ask me of another idea, I have many that just never find the need to put it outside