#feathertruths

[corbeaw]

Today I remember once again I'm kind of an oblivious idiot

Why?

BECAUSE I AFTER FUCK IF I REMEMBER THE TIME DISCOVER THIS GUY

HAVE A REFERENCE IN HONKAI STAR RAIL

Oh goddesses is jyuugo just a bit more composed and put together, this come out in 2.4 and we are on the 3.5

I'm a forgetful idiot *cry in dramatic*

[corbeaw]

Goddesses, I can't stop listen to Camila and Alexander Acha songs and just think about my favorite ships in a break up or one of them dead

It was supossed to be a memory lane not a "see whose song can break your heart worse"

Specially "perdón" From Camila and "te amo" Of Alexander Acha

[corbeaw]

The pills kill my brain a bit, want to draw but they just felt flat, goddesses I hate therapy because WDYM that normal people can't do their days without hearing "girls just want to have fun" In the back of their minds all day

I miss them

[corbeaw]

Okay so, I'm an idiot

Yknow those jokes about building pity and getting reckt well

4 pity and 34 pity

How I was supposed to expect that was going to happen

Am supposed to be happy or sad, I don't know, now I need to build her, it's jingliu situation 2

[corbeaw]

Just to clarify tags for myself

#lostmadrambles

Me talking about au or some fanon stuff for my fandoms

#losthopes

Me talking about canon stuff

#feathertruths

Me talking about non-fandom stuff

[corbeaw]

Finally get the thing about ID on YouTube, I was uploading a video of the lyrics of the mad bride from life makeover and they ask for my ID for some characteristics, I say fuck Off and just upload even with a bad image

But the fuck they mean I'm not an adult

1- I have that account for years, enough to be an adult by itself

2- the stuff I see are definitely not for children

3 - I'm not even from USA or UK, the fuck is their problems

The world is going to a horrible trashcan in fire

I fine to let ai in really specific task, like places where humans can't go for the risk of death or worse, or stuff that need a milimetric and logical aproach not for anything relates to subjective rules

Ai is a machine and a machine can't be more than what they can predict and humans are some of the most unpredictable bastards that exist, they can't be sorted by ai because ai can't use a generic baseline, and the moment we go towards the generic baseline we are fucked as species

[corbeaw]

Tumblr is weird, my phone slip and say I send something to someone, what do they mean by that?! , what the hell I send?!

I feel so old when I feel confused for social media even when I'm not that old chronologically

[corbeaw]

I think Tumblr is trying to convince of making the most bastard au that I have been ignoring from pretty much the first amphoreous trailer, I have been trying to not be my usually DD enjoyer because the story has been feeding me with usually enough angst but I have been seeing many whump post and character dissections and takes about suffering and character development and I think it's calling me a bit, I have been trying to make the first outline of the zandar and garden ones even after being bit slow for getting a bit stabbed and lost a bit of flesh nd lost a bit of blood here and there, but, the angst, the tears, the suffering is calling me and I don't know how much I can resist

I mean, I try not to be that hardcore after sister make a heavy silence while I try to defend of why I make a character torture the other, rip his eye and make him the tortured eat it is sad and romantic (aclaration, is not a death-live situation, is not a misunderstanding and the tortured dont consent and he certainly don't enjoy any of it but he won't die but he would probably don't oppose it too much at that momeny because he is grieving and have survivor guilt, it's a complex situation, and he is still technically kidnapped at that point so and the other is a not human with non-human sensibilities so) （´～｀)

In my own defense the context was sad but the silence was really really awkward because she usually match my freak