#lostsoxtox

[whyweloseoursocks]

EVERY FUCKING TIME

WHAT ABOUT DENNIS???

I miss them :(((((

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The mental battle of hating when characters are mischaracterized by the fandoms but also enjoying the art of it - I don't like when masculine characters are characterized as wearing dresses or being extremely feminine or whatever because its like painting the sky the wrong color in a landscape. You're objectively changing the character and therefore portraying them wrong. HOWEVER. from the point of view of a fan of many things, I enjoy seeing people change certain aspects of the characters when they have good meanings and stories behind the choice.

I personally am just not a fan of lgbtifying characters to a point where they are not recognizable, but I understand why people do it. Just not my cup of tea. But the point I'm trying to make is that sometimes the art people make of it is pretty beautiful and I almost see them as self portraits

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genuinely dont know whats so pleasant and kind about writing in a sketchbook you didnt purchase and then leaving it on the shelf

Someone once wrote "Fuck you!" and I was less annoyed bc at least they were honest with their intent. You can't tell me people are too stupid to know theyre damaging the product and making it unsellable.

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Venting here, tws for father issues and abuse mentions (very vague, not explicit)

I have my dad's house key. I don't see him, and i don't really plan to. but I'm here to pick stuff up and it's so so empty and barren. He lives alone in a four bedroom home that's decorated but not lived in. Tbh it's been like that since before we left, with his neurotic cleaning.

I want to feel bad for him. He's alone, he's lonely, no one wants to talk to him because he is a jerk, just like his mother, who he complains about non-stop. He complains about how he knows his children with never go see him when they've left - he's been doing that since I was 12. Yes I feel obligated and I do things because of that feeling but everyone does.

But the real thing that troubles me is I have to come to terms with the fact that my dad doesn't deserve me feeling bad for him. But because he abused me psychologically and emotionally but because he abused my brother. and who knows how many other boys. It's eating me up inside and I can't do anything. Saving this for therapy notes

[whyweloseoursocks]

call me Charon the way I be guiding the customers at my job (Ross) since none of them can figure out how to open the door

[whyweloseoursocks]

looking for people who want to make ocs and talk about them and draw them with me anyone interested