#lottiemumbles

[friedlottie]

me and my big fat crush on dustin henderson against the world

[friedlottie]

anyway am i weird if i still miss someone from like 3 years ago and i still anonymouslyish look at their accounts and stuff and i think about them every day or so

and i kept something they gave me that’s literally a piece of trash (a glow stick)

and ummm we’ve had little to no contact

please i feel so weird and disgusted with myself :(

[friedlottie]

i love and hate liking stuff because like yes i love when i have something to just think about and draw and stuff but also

i sometimes feel overstimulated because i have so many things that i like and i want to think about so many of them at the same time!! also especially when i’m kind of new to a fandom and i’m trying to consume as much as possible of it!

[friedlottie]

okay so after further research (looking at fanart and reading fics) i’ve decided that i need to watch esmp1 from more perspectives. mostly because i have seen only a few whole ones

[friedlottie]

see on one hand: i’d love to post my speedpaints along with my art because idk that’s kinda cool and i think speedpaints are satisfying

on the other hand: my speedpaints are so so chaotic and you can just see how many times i get distracted while drawing

[friedlottie]

anyone else have a complete meltdown when someone tries to explain something to you multiple times and you still don’t get it (other people are getting it) or is that just a me thing

[friedlottie]

is it normal to still painfully miss someone after almost 3 years of not seeing or talking to them at all

asking for a friend

[preciouscisco]

I just found out I’m going out tonight and will miss the livestream, or at least most of it. Friggin’ heck! After all that excitement.