#love crying

[cypher2]

Find you a former club that talks about you this way 🥺🥺

[prvntcessa]

“ is everything alright? ”

“‘ is everything alright ? ‘ mischa mocked cruelly, badly imitating his american accent with narrowed eyes. “ i don’t know JACE, does it look like everything is alright?” a dark, dry laugh left her lips dripping with sarcasm and vodka.

“i can’t believe . . . i can’t believe i WAITED for you. even before i met candy, i had men, women, children of powerful families, throwing themselves at my feet, begging me to choose them and i still waited by the phone like stupid idiot school girl for my mysterious bad idea prince charming to text me back and drive off into sunset with me in some little fancy car he stole.” 

mischa brought the bottle to her lips and had a little too much, coughing, sputtering wiping her mouth on the back of her hand, lipstick smudged.

“ --- Блядь, i answered every SPAM LIKELY call just in case it was you. i checked news every night for car crashes. i even made fucking bracelet out of fucking wire you left in fucking j a c k e t you lent me. god, i’m such an IDIOT ! ” mischa put her head in her hands, willing herself not to cry. NO. she would not be the sad drunk girl at the party who cries over a boy. she blinked back tears and attempted to compose herself.

“i jussss ... “ she slurred, waving the bottle around as she talked. “ i thought it all meant something. like you were playing a game, leaving me clues. our own little heist.” she admitted, anger, sadness, embarrassment clouding her voice. “oh, he left cigarettes, he left sunglasses, he will stay this time, THIS TIME he will stay, i know it . . .and every time i woke up alone.” mischa’s voice cracked and it was the saddest sound in the world. 

drink. 

slam.

“so i gave up. i was tired of waiting for someone who would never come. i was tried of crying -- of wondering what was wrong with me. why i wasn’t good enough. why wasn’t a good enough reason to stay? i was tired of sleeping alone and now . . . now i never have to again.” a single tear rolled down her cheek. “you see, you are too late, comrade. i have girlfriend now who i like very much. i never have to wait for her and she always tells me that i’m good enough. always.” 

mischa’s phone beeped. 

speak of the devil. 

“i have to go, candy is waiting for me outside.

good bye, jace. ”

[emilyyvonne14807]

10 Things I wish I Could Say to You

1. I resent the things you do, and the way you’ve lived so smoothly without me.

2. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t long for your embrace

3. I wish for the life of me that your scent could be filtered into my air

4. The only thing that I dream of at night is you finding your way back to me. But dreams are far-fetched fantasies that never come true.

5. I listen to your favorite song more than I listen to mine. The lyrics branded onto my heart, leaving a scar

6. You broke me.

7. Dad blames himself for the issues I have with my mind because you decided parenting was a waste of time.

8. There are days I wish I could come home to my mom folding laundry or painting flowers. Instead, I come home to a dark house, absent of your shadow.

9. I blame myself for your leaving. It’s my fault because I couldn’t love you enough to make you stay.

10. I need you in the worst way possible. I need you to help me find a prom dress. I need you to teach me how to make cookies without messing them up. I need YOUR shoulder to cry on.

At least I am lucky enough to have women in my life capable of loving me the way you cannot.

[stevienick]

they’re filming david and patrick’s wedding and i know for a fact that every actor there will be crying their eyes out. and when we all finally watch it... yeah that’s not just the characters crying, it’s the cast too.

[joeydaccord]

yotes did that for captain coyote!

[playzeroescape]

When u purposefuly stay in state for college because everyone (both family and friends) said they would come visit you, but the only person thats willing to drive an hour to see you is your mom (:

[madeline-kahn]

Dunkirk (2017) dir. Christopher Nolan