#love..?

[juantwojuan]

loving your crushes silently is like watching their stories and being happy for them but never commenting or texting them anything.

instagram stories is just the modern form of hearing about your fancy’s travels and wishing them the best despite the fact that you never got to tenderly recite poetry together, or raw dawg em

[elvilburned]

Choke me, prove it.

[wndsprtfiry]

Why is it so hard to finally believe someone when they tell me "I Love You"... will anyone truly Love me..?

[wndsprtfiry]

Beauty turned Dark

I come home from this Beautiful weekend with lots of Beautiful people.. I walk in my room and the darkness engulpes me. It wants to take over again, it missed me.. It feels my happiness and freeness and creeps in the cracks of light and leangers and grabs a tight hold.. it missed me. The Depression hits and I feel heavy, sit in this corner and don't move just sit here and stare.. The Darkness dances in my body.. it missed me. These Beautiful people and these beautiful moments all forgotten once i walk into this house.. A wave of sickness plus a wave of emotions and I burst.. It's consumed me and my face goes red and my eyes begin to leak heavly but there's my depression soothing me while the Darkness puts thoughts in my head.. Was that really a beautiful weekend..? Do those people really have love for me..? Is what she said, true..? Will I matter to anyone else..? Do you really see me for me..? Am i really worth this life i live..? Do i deserve to be alive...? Is the Darkness, the ONLY thing i need in my life, the only thing that won't leave me and something that will never let me down... my darkness... it missed me..

[kirutori]

Ouch

The thing I felt a bit sad about was that, when I said depressing things back then and I seemed cold, you thought it was because I was with someone and that person made me sad. but in actual fact, it was because I liked you…and you always told me about the person you liked <///3  [sounds so cliche]

[blownoutofdistortion-blog]

Love..?

So pain, hatred, and a sea of regrets has given way to a new way of thinking. I can safely say, without blinking, that I have never felt this way before, happiness steadily coming out of every pore. But... there is still a loose end I have to tie up, unfortunately. Something that hasn't been the same lately. A sad thing, really... but it's the only way I'll be able to live freely. To love who I want to love, be with who I want to be with, to be allowed to escape to my own personal cove and not be pursed like a jedi to a sith. 

Star Wars reference...check. My nerdism showing through just a fleck... but that's ok. I'm allowing my self to be who I really am, so what do you say? Let's not close the door on every plan. The door's not being forced, just potentially a little coerced. If it feels right... let's let it happen, and not worry about our poor plight or the picture's caption. Let's just live and let live, and not sharpen out tones like a shiv. If you feel it the way I feel it...well bit by bit, can't we get there, together? 

I certainly hope so, I'd love to be your beau, your man with the plan, whatever you really want me to be, let's just try and see. I'm gonna be who I want to be... gonna find who I need to find. But you have set me free, and I really don't wanna be left behind. 

[dream-in-digital]

"you know you love someone when you become happy all of a sudden because you saw his name pop up on your phone;..i will always love you