#loveissick

[rawandsick]

Mine

Mine

Such a selfish word

Only “I”, no you, nor us

Indefinitely possessive

And undoubtably coarse

But “I” only want this one descriptor

As one who cannot possess

Ironically, stupidly, foolishly

“I’m” obsessed with being possessed

The simple beauty

Zero misunderstanding

Raw and base to “my” liking

If only, for a moment

“My” selfish desire to be owned

Could be

[rawandsick]

Unwelcome/welcome guest

Intruder under my rock

Snake in the walled garden

Invader of presumed paradise

So foreign and alien

Your language and demeanor

I hardly recognize nor understand

You invite yourself to my table

Shape changing by the hour, minute, day

And decidedly aren’t hungry

Consistently driving me mad

Yes, no, yes, no, maybe, no

A guest I didn’t know I wanted and invited

The hollow of mine resoundingly empty

Without the unknown vanishing stranger

Resuming a silence I didn’t know existed

[rawandsick]

Dear killer

Darling snake how you feel

Knowing your prey is perfectly tangled

Within your neat spiders web?

Writhing in point center

As your work your tooth poison

In the lattice along the edges?

The pretty package neatly bundled

Tightly laced, tightly braced

A chew toy for your fancy candid teeth?

Sweet wolf how you like

The organ colored ribbon

‘Round your still breathing meal?

Breathing quick and hot

Pissing blind and scared

A rabbit tightly bound and quickly dead?

[rawandsick]

That moment

At the dawn here I lay

In the chill of modern convenience

Stiff hair and frozen toes.

That moment comes to mind.

My core kept warm

By the rapid pumping of adrenaline

Throughout my heart and breath.

That moment.

Fueled by unspoken and urgent

Needs.

The strong hand and will

That kept me from escaping

That moment.

The whispered sweet nothings

That I could barely register

While the hand kept me under for

that moment.

The sheer fucking intensity

I never experienced before.

The world didn’t matter outside of

That moment.

My toes curl and my eyes squeeze desperately to keep

The memory.

As if they together have any power over my goldfish brain.

To hang onto

That moment.

[silentperson00]

Tau awak.. Jadi jangan pernah lukakan saya. . #loveissick https://www.instagram.com/p/BwLc01ChdL5u8qHf0uW9-ZGqKnSsxc3IJa64ag0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qoxdi2b5blvh

[daddys-little-bunny]

The girl who thinks too much

Tell me you love my mind ~

[cookie-au]

Buenas noches Realidad de muchos hombres que se deslumbran más por unas tetas q x una sonrisa sincera #goodnigth #think #reality #loveissick

[hannahignatiuk-blog]

Being in love with someone is hard when they don't love you back. They lead you on and then walk away!