#lovelifesucks

[blazingprincess420]

My love life in a nutshell

Me: *liking someone who is emotionally unavailable and is known to hurt people but thinks I'm special and they won't do that to me*

Them: *hurts the fuck out of me*

Me: *cries and reads fan fiction cause at least they won't hurt me*

Also me: *accidentally reads an angst fic and cries even more cause now even a fictional character hurt me*

[wander7ust]

#adventuresindating #life #lovelifesucks #meh

[lisa-malice-blog]

She speaks to my soul... #patsycline #lovelifesucks

[reckless-disasterss-blog]

i wish someone would do this for me but im too single

[meowmixdelivers-blog1]

Fucking Relationships

How do you tell someone straight up you like them and please go out with me without dying???

[zxzejix69]

La impotencia de ser el amigo y no el amante de la mujer que amas, es algo que te rompe por dentro muy lentamente hasta que solo te queda llorar...

[hiraeth-in-wanderlust]

I love you but please, get the fuck out.

thoughts at 02:56 p.m.

[blvckxv-blog]

"Moving on"

It's been awhile since we've talked to each other, tomorrow Monday 9th of June will be a month without talking to you. On the 9th of May the last conversation we had, it was the day that I've decided to give up on trying to get you back. It was obvious to me that you were trying to make me suffer by tweeting a guy from your class "hi<3" I understand, we were on a break but it doesn't mean my feelings for you are gone I was really jealous. You told me you did all those things that made me jealous just because you were mad at me because I chilled with a girl from my class and smoked a joint with her while I was expressing my feelings and letting everything out because you were not there for me. After all the things we've been through all the plans that we made, thinking that we would end up marrying each other and figuring out what names we should give our sons and daughters. The strong bond that i have with your family was really hard to break, they were like my own family especially your mom who treated me like one of her child. it meant a lot to me that your family accepted me as your boyfriend and they were comfortable with me being around them. I've never been in that "comfortable" situation with you and your family. I know we were in a long distance relationship (frm Brunei - New york) and i understand that it's hard for you seeing other girls with  their boyfriends always being right beside them, you have to know that i feel that way too. if only i was rich enough to pay my own ticket back which was about $3000+ per person i would go back every month just to spend time with you and my family and i would stay at your house for atleast a day just to spend quality time with you. i want you to know that you've been my everything to me and i don't know how you're happy now moving on with another guy while i'm suffering her having sleepless nights and somedays i would cry my self to bed remembering every bit of our past together how we met and how we ended up together. Losing you was like losing apart of my life, you were a big part of me i don't know if i'm strong enough to move on by myself. My friends kept on telling me that i should forget about you and move on, but it's not as easy as i thought it'd be. My love life is ruined