I didn’t want it to come to sending my farewell to them this way, but... *shrug* What can ya do? I’ve thought long and hard about this since the day they stabbed me in the back and acted like a toddler. This is for you @lovely-white-void . I tried to send this through the “Real IM” system of Tumblr’s but of course SHE has blocked me at every conceivable site proving HER toddler-ness.
I'm just sending this message, not to try to re-establish contact, but to say... Thank you. And that I forgive you all. Yes, I forgive YOU. You and your "family" taught me some important lessons about myself and about others. What I felt that day, when you all decided you were done with me, was being stabbed in the back with a cleaver over and over and my heart dragged out with hooks. I had tried my absolute best to watch myself and be careful of what I say. I wanted to be respectful, considerate, and caring because you really did feel like a second family to me to a degree. But you stabbed me in the back because you were "too uncomfortable to say something" when I did say something without thinking about it first, instead of doing what I said when we first started actually talking... I told you expressly if I say something you don’t like, don't be afraid to speak up and call me out. You didn't. Whether it was for some joke of trying to see how long I'm entertaining and then shoot me in the heart, or if you just forgot, but it doesn't matter now, I stopped caring about the reason. You burned the bridge. You robbed the farm. And now you don’t have me as a friend. Me? I'm doing fine. A few days of mulling over what happened and pushing away suicidal thoughts by cleaning up my room does a mind good. As I said to one streamer I got to play [Don't Starve Together with]. You and your “bird family” are dead to me at this point. No need to reply back, no need to report me, no need to say anything. These are just my last words to you, after I'd thought over long and hard about it. I hope you're having a good life, and that Asriel, Meli, and the others haven't figured out your bullcrap. I'm enjoying my life, apart from my laptop starting to fail, but that's another story. Anyway, this has been drawn out enough... I bid you my long, thought out... Pain felt... Emotional... Good Bye.