#loverbcys

[cherrysugcr]

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When Owen admitted to wanting to explore his sexuality Sonny was completely supportive, as his friend. Just because he might like guys did not mean Owen liked him. Yet he can't help but think today Owen's eyes are on him a bit longer. First when he gets back from his run - which he does every day boys trip or not, hungover or not and always shirtless because it's just easier. Then when he comes out of the shower just a towel around his waist he thinks he catches Owen checking him out again. Sonny pushes it away thinking he's just over thinking things. Owen isn't into him.

Yet now as they're making dinner together and their hands keep brushing, every pass between the other making him feel electrically charged. He feels feverish when finally he snaps after feels Owen's body lightly press up against his from behind. Without thinking he turns around pressing his best friend against the wall, taking his head in his hands kissing him deeply. There is no hesitation, no playful moment just the release of pent up tension for years as he's imagined what it would be like to kiss Owen. And this was no disappointment the taste of him was already addicting. Yet as the high of it wore off reality set in. "I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry I thought maybe you wanted that but I should have asked," he whispered hurriedly dropping his hands moving back to put distance between them. "I shouldn't have done that Owen." He whispers hoping that he will be forgiven.

[wacky-wally]

I love them<3

@deviousdoll1

[fadinglights]

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minjun almost regrets spilling his thought aloud, but the stunning smile on the other man’s face soothes his nerves. “what should i do to make that happen, huh?” he didn’t exactly expect this playful turn to his otherwise boring wait for the delayed flight, but he’s far from complaining and if he’s an active user of the app — which he’s long deleted from his phone — he would have certainly swiped right on the beautiful man in front of him. “ah, yes, you have a point.” minjun agrees with a nod, “it’s been a good while since i opened the app so the pictures must be outdated.” his smile is cheeky from the compliment, at least now that he knows this handsome stranger finds him just as good to look at. “what else should i do to improve my profile? i’m all ears.”

[cherrysugcr]

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"Shane this cannot be right size, she looks too tiny in that." Ilya argues as Shane secures their newborn daughter in her car seat for the drive home. After countless conversations Ilya finally agreed to let Shane actually drive them home. Which meant Ilya had to do the more terrifying part of sitting next her car seat and make sure she was okay during the drive. The thought of parenthood frightened him but Shane had been there to support him through every terrifying scenario his brain could conjure up. There was a brief moment though where he had no worries in the world, the first time they saw her face everything went away. That feeling continued seeing Shane hold her and then holding her in his arms himself. The huge muscles he had had never protected something more precious. Now though the fear slipped back as their tiny human ventured into the big bad world. "She is so small and world so big." He whispered as she slept soundly unaware of anything happening around her or the fear her father had in protecting her from everything out of their control. "If someone hits this car," he whispers before swearing in Russian under his breath. "You are sure this is right car seat Shane?" He asked again unable to believe her tiny little body would be secure in something so massive.

[cherrysugcr]

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"I can't believe that all just happened," Shane whispers unable to move after parking back at his cottage. "I came out to my parents. They know about you and we became boyfriends?" He asks as if he's still not sure all of it was really happening. "Could you like do something right now so I know this isn't a dream or nightmare?" Ilya had told him to wake up earlier so part of him was convinced maybe this was all a dream. "Maybe I like slipped on the dock and I'm in a coma." He continued feeling his anxieties start to creep in again.

[cherrysugcr]

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"Shane," Ilya calls out picking up another outfit to hang up in their daughter's closet. "Is little dress. Look how small." He can't help but be amazed at the size and delicate nature of these clothes. All of them were so gorgeous too. "Oh this one, this must have been from Jackie." He laughs holding it up to his chest. "Says, apparently I like hockey." Ilya laughs shaking his head. "Yes little baby you will like hockey." He grins gently touching the photo of the sonogram Shane had placed on top of her dresser. "Oh and this one? My favorite hockey players are my daddies. Also true little baby." He smiles carefully putting them on the tiny hangers. "How is crib coming? Is not hard?"

[cherrysugcr]

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Shane thought he was having an odd dream hearing his oldest daughter calling for his help which made him stir a bit in his sleep. Then a sudden slap to his voice made him sit up quickly in bed realizing this was not a dream at all but his daughter at his bedside in tears clutching at one of the many plushies that adorned her bed. This one a lion from a zoo trip from their last big family vacation. "Hey sweetheart are you okay," he whispers sitting up more wiping at his eyes so he can see her better. Even if he and Ilya had sex they always unlocked their door before going to sleep for his very reason. This time it was a nightmare but there has been bed wetting, sickness and many a request for a glass of water or cuddle in the middle of the night. Which of course they always obliged.

Irina's tear stained face twisted into sadness again as she shook her head. "I had a bad dweam," she whispers before starting to cry again. "Oh no sweetie it's okay c'mere." He whispered moving to lift her into the bed placing her between him and Ilya. "You know Papa and I were saying how bad we've been craving an Irina sammich." He smiles gently nudging Ilya. "I tried to wake up Papa but he didn't wake up" She cries again which hurts Shane's heart and hoping Ilya didn't process it. "Oh baby he's just very hard to wake up even I have trouble waking him up sometimes. I'm sure he would feel really bad if he knew that. He didn't do it on purpose. You know one time I had to dump water on him to wake him up," it may or may not have happened but the giggle it produced was worth it. "Oh he was so mad at daddy but we had to go - you know where we were going?" Irina shakes her head which makes him smile even more realizing she was already very distracted. "We had just got a call from a very important person who told us that our little baby girl was ready to bring home! So we had to go get her! Do you know who that little girl is..." he whispered trailing off as he noticed Ilya had turned over to join them, Shane nodded towards him to finish off the story of how their surrogate went into labor early with Irina which led to a very crazy time for them.

[cherrysugcr]

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"I had such terrible dream," Ilya whined pressing his face into Shane's neck as if to confirm he was really there. "You were not just dating Rose Landry but you were married. You invited me to wedding and I came - even tried to make you run away with me but you just kept saying you were in love with her. Then dream got even worse," he exclaimed squeezing his husband tighter. "You and Rose had beautiful babies. The babies came to all of the games - you even asked me to be godfather to one of the babies? Is like - " he paused, breathed in a huff lifting his head to gather his thoughts for a moment before longingly looking down at Shane. "Is like you wanted to keep showing me you were so happy without me, was miserable. I hated it." After such an ordeal there was no other choice but to wake up Shane and lay on him as if he needed to keep him in this bed. "I know she is your friend, is ok, but fuck that was koshmar (nightmare)." He spat laying himself back down against Shane. "Now comfort me back to sleep please. YA tebya lyublyu," he whispered lightly kissing his neck.