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[papersther]

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[merkaba-e]

To her,

I don’t know for it’s the way she makes me laugh or the pain in her past but I know she’s perfect. I don’t know if every roll on her stomach is blessing waiting for me or if it’s something she despises more than herself. And even in this sea of uncertainties I have to say I know I’ve found Her. Her, with a smile filled with gumdrops and honeydew flavor Her, telling me my tummy isn’t that bad, that this body isn’t a disaster before her eyes, one I’ve been hiding from humanity for far too long. Although I’m in denial that I love her, I am positive that she makes me smile when images of a figure so Devine grace my phone screen, one that I didn’t request. You’d think I was crazy how many times I’ve day dreamt of such in my grasp, I wish she was in my hands where she was supposed to be. Safe from judgement put upon her by her own self-conscious mind. I wish I knew the feeling was mutual so wouldn’t feel so goddamn crazy for being crazy about a girl who makes me feel good about myself and all the faults in my crevices. I want to be completely engulfed in her sweet skin that tells stories of heart breaks and sad nights that resulted in bad things. I want to be with her. All while she thinks I’m crazy for being crazy about her, I wish she knew how completely compelling and utterly high the experience that is her makes me. She’s a Masterpiece I can’t keep my eyes off of.

[merkaba-e]

I wish..

I saw this somewhere and it gave me an idea..

I wish my name meant something other than something the seduces. I wish I could not make people fall so helplessly in love with me. I wish I never said I love you and didn’t mean it, I only said it so you wouldn’t leave. I don’t like being alone. I wish I could breathe my own air. I wish I didn’t take up so much space, that my presence didn’t make you scream. I wish I didn’t say I love you and meant it, so now I’m stuck here in your heart. I wish I could sleep at night without feeling your air in the atmosphere. I wish God finally took me home where I belong. Or at least shunned me down to hell for all the shit I’ve done. I wish this list was smaller. I wish my heart was mine and I could think clearly, That Elvessie Texas wasn’t so goddamn far away. I wish the stars were made of fire so I could fill her her her eyes like the night sky. I wish this fire burning in my stomach stopped burning. I wish I could take it all back, and wipe every tear from your eyes. I wish the days were longer and the night didn’t swallow me whole every single night. I wish I wish.. I pray every night you’re safe.

[worldwidevoid]

First Job Interview Tomorrow!

Needless to say I'm super nervous, not only because it's my first real job interview but also because for the first time I really need this job, since my father so kindly said he will not be paying for my masters degree for he has no money (but somehow smokes twenty cigarettes a day and spends every weekend away God knows where). So thanks. Thanks for the lesson that I really cannot depend on others to accomplish my future.

I’m sorry for the personal blogging but I really needed to put this out there in the great world wide void.

I’ll be finishing my biochemistry degree, working and maybe volunteering all at the same time (maybe because I still haven’t heard from the organization I’m volunteering for). Finally my life is getting exciting! 

[hiddleston-daily]

Hi! I saw the ask from lotrefcp, I went to her/his tumblr, but I can't send an ask so I'll use yours hoping the person will see this. I'm a Tom Hiddleston fan from Portugal too! And I'm sure there are more to be found out there!

Message delivered!

:)

- Mona