Love through the pages | Chapter 11
The first thing that Bob could remember was the light, it was a piercing light. The kind that caused you to squint and shield your eyes. It was bright and white. The slow beeping of the machine was next, it entered his brain and stayed there, beeping incessantly. His body felt heavy, like it was being weighed down, Bob felt like someone was laying across his chest, restraining him. His eyes struggled to open, heavy eyelids twitching as his eyes adjusted to the light. He lay in the bleach-white room on the crisp bed sheets. Bob's eyes fluttered shut again and he fought to open them, trying to concentrate on his surroundings. A pale blue curtain hung limply on the chrome railing, encircling his bed. Bob’s eyes focussed and he saw you sitting next to him. You looked exhausted, face crumpled and tear-stained. He tried to reach across to you but his chest erupted in pain like someone had replaced his heart with a hand grenade and pulled the pin. The machine beeped violently next to him and he groaned again, desperately trying to ease his discomfort. He felt you stir next to him and watched as you shot bolt upright in the chair.
“Bob?” Your voice was barely above a whisper as you reached towards him. Your hand felt cold against his cheek and his whole face stung as you gently ran your fingers across his cheekbone. “Bob?” You asked again and he tried to give you a weak smile.
“Hey Love,” he croaked, his throat feeling raw and dry. Tears began to stream down your cheek and Bob tried to reach up to wipe them away, but moaned in pain. He’d always hated seeing his girl cry.
“I’m so sorry, Bobby,” you cried, voice straining with the effort as you tried to hold back the flood that was threatening to fall. “I’m so sorry.”
“It’s not your fault, Love. None of this is your fault,” he hated how weak he sounded. “If anything I should be… I should be apologizing to you.” He erupted in a fit of coughing, causing searing pain to spread through his body. Your face filled with worry as you disappeared from the room, Bob reached forward trying to stop you from leaving. “It’s ok, Baby I’ll be right back I promise.”
The nurses hurried into the room, followed by a doctor. They busied themselves, talking to you but never talking to him. “What’s happening,” Bob kept mumbling, but no one replied to him. Somebody stuck a stethoscope to his chest, the cold metal causing Bob to wince. One of the nurses checked his vitals while a doctor he recognised as Natasha was talking to you in the corner. Bob felt so confused, a dizzy feeling circling his head and his eyes began to feel heavy again. He soon slipped back into the peaceful darkness. ——————————————————————————
Bob lay peacefully in bed. His face relaxed and his heart beating quietly through the ECG. You watched as his eyes moved below his lids as he slept, waiting for him to open his eyes again. Natasha and Dr Mitchell kept coming in to check on him, but it was mainly just you sitting and watching his pulse spike up and down on the machine. Your mind was so busy concentrating on the beeping noise that you didn’t notice Bob was awake until he squeezed your hand softly. “Bob?”
“Hello, Love?” He smiled at you, this time a little brighter.
“How are you feeling? Do you need anything?” You stood up, placing your hand on his forehead and brushing the stray blond locks away from his eyes.
“No, I’m ok actually. I think whatever they gave me earlier is working,” he gave a small laugh but winced instantly. His voice was still croaky so you handed him a glass of water, which he drank gratefully. “That’s what Morphine does for you, My Darling.” You continued to talk to Bob softly, explaining what happened in the accident. “You gave me quite the scare, Bob. I thought I’d lost you.”
“You can’t get rid of me that easily.” Your conversation was interrupted by Dr Mitchell entering the room. He smiled softly at the pair of you as he approached the bed.
“Good morning, Mr Floyd. How are you feeling?”
“Like I was hit by a truck, Doc.”
Dr Mitchell smiled, “he’s still got his sense of humour then? That’s good to hear.” You tried to laugh at the joking but you knew Dr Mitchell had come to discuss Bob’s condition and you already knew the conversation was going to end in tears. You braced yourself as Dr Mitchell discussed the extent of Bob’s injuries with him. Bob nodded along with the small awkward smile he always wore when he was worried. You squeezed his hand reassuringly as the doctor spoke.
“Mr Floyd, I’m afraid to tell you that due to the severity of your injuries that you're unlikely to ever be able to walk again. Now when you feel better we can set you up with physio and hydrotherapy to try to help build up the muscles but I’m sorry to say you are never likely to have full function of your legs again.”
“Ok,” was all Bob replied and both you and Dr Mitchell looked at him completely shocked.
“Bob? Honey, do you understand what Dr Mitchell’s trying to tell you?” Bob nodded at you still with a small smile on his face.
“Sometimes it takes a while for the news to set in. I’ll leave you two to talk but if you need anything let me know.” You thanked the doctor, closing the door quietly behind him.
“Bob, I don’t understand. Are you not upset about this? Baby, you might never walk again, do you understand?”
“I understand. I already knew. When I woke up I couldn’t feel anything below my waist and the look on your face told me that my suspicions were right. I can’t remember exactly what happened. I can’t remember much from the past few days, to be honest.” You let out a broken sob and Bob reached forward for a hug. You placed your head gently on his chest and cried. How could he be so calm about this?
“It’s ok, Baby. Please don’t cry.”
“I’m sorry, I can’t help it.” You rubbed your eyes with the sleeve of your jumper, no longer caring if your makeup was smudged. “How can you be so calm?”
“Because I thought I was going to die and never see that beautiful face of yours again,” Bob said sincerely, a large smile gracing his lips. “Could you grab my coat, there’s something in there I want to give you.”
“Baby, you should be resting…”
“Please (y/n). Just do it. Stop going all nursie on me.” You both laughed at this. Whenever Bob was feeling slightly under the weather you always treated him like one of your patients, fussing over him.
You moved across the room, picking up Bob’s coat before taking your seat on the edge of the bed. He held it protectively against him, rummaging in the pocket, you saw him physically relax as he found what he was looking for. You cocked your eyebrow at him but he just smiled.
“So umm… I’m really sorry about how I acted the other night, it was childish. I was just upset but I shouldn’t have taken it out on you.” He had tears in his eyes and this caused you to start crying too, the events of the last 48 hours were catching up with you.
“It’s not your fault, Bob, it’s mine. If I hadn’t let Jared in, none of this would have happened. He said he just wanted to talk. I didn’t know he was going to kiss me.”
Bob grasped your hand as tightly as he could considering his frail state.
“I forgive you. It’s ok.” He beckoned you forward, kissing your lips gently. You tried to avoid the cut on his lip and you rested your hand carefully against the back of his neck, avoiding the bandage that was secured around his head. When you pulled back Bob gave you a crooked grin. “ I had something to ask you about and… well I guess the moment’s kind of ruined now,” he gestured to the room and you let out a soft laugh.
“But well, I guess there’s never going to be a perfect time because life is messy and it’s not perfect. Nobody is, I’m certainly not. I’ll always remember the saying from that film you like, ‘you like because and you love despite.’ I like you because you are an incredible person, (y/n) and I love you despite your obsession with the ‘Mission Impossible’ films.” You laughed, ever since your drive-through cinema date, you made Bob sit through all the films with you, multiple times.
“I love you so much and I don’t want to spend a day apart from you.” Bob took a deep, shaky breath, pulled a small box out of his pocket and presented it to you.
“So will you make me the happiest man in the world and say ‘yes’? Will you marry me?”
You gasped, your hand covering your mouth as you tried to contain your excitement. You tried to reply but the words just wouldn’t come. Bob sat there, his smile still on his lips but the longer it took you to reply the duller it became. You took a deep breath. “Yes,” you whispered but Bob heard you. “Yes,” you repeated a little louder, leaning forward and kissing him deeply. Bob laughed, pulling the ring from its box and pushing it onto your finger. It fitted perfectly. “I borrowed one of your other rings for size. I wanted it to be perfect.”
Bob was forever the hopeless romantic.
“This is perfect, Bob. I love you so much.” You kissed him again and he grinned widely up at you.
A knock at the door disturbed the comfortable silence that had fallen upon the room. Jake and Bradley stood awkwardly in the doorway, a large bunch of flowers in their hands and Jake had a small teddy bear in his other. You could tell that Jake had been crying and by the look of Bradley’s red face you could tell he was trying to stay strong for Jake.
“Sorry, are we interrupting?” Bradley asked awkwardly, looking between the two of you. You smiled at Bob as he replied, “ oh only my proposal to my girlfriend. SHE SAID YES!” Cheers erupted around the room and both Bradley and Jake hugged you tightly. Bradley shook Bob’s hand congratulating him, while Jake carefully hugged his best friend. Both men sat at the end of the bed, facing you both.
“Bob, I’m so sorry…” Jake began, choking slightly on his words. His eyes welled with tears again and Bradley held his hand tightly.
“Bob. I don’t even know what to say… I…”
“It’s ok guys,” Bob reached forward, taking your hand in his and squeezing it the best he could. “We’re going to get through this together.”
Jake sniffed loudly, wiping his nose in his jacket sleeve.”I don’t know how you can be so brave about this Bob. When (y/n) told us I couldn’t stop crying. This is so unfair, you don’t deserve this.” Jake gulped, struggling to look Bon in the eye.
Bob patted the side of and Jake moved to sit next to him. “Life isn’t fair, Jake. And yeah this is really shit but I guess I'm just glad that I'm alive. I'm glad I got to ask (y/n) to marry me and I'm glad that I'm still here with you all.” Bob looked at all three of you in turn. “I love you guys.”
“We love you too, Bob.” Bradley had moved round the bed and was now standing behind you with his hand on your shoulder. “And we are going to help you through this. Whatever you both need, we’re here for you.” You smiled weakly at Bradley in a silent thank you. Despite the good news you could help the painful feeling in your chest. It had numbed for a while when it felt like everything was ok but it wasn’t ok.
“Still congratulations to you both. I'm so for you both.” Bradley was admiring your ring and you saw him mouth ‘good job’ to Bob who was looking very pleased with himself. You should have known that Bradely helped pick out the ring. The room fell into a comfortable silence with Bradely and Jake occasionally talking while you stoked Bob's hair.
Bob’s parents and his sister arrived a little while later and you gave them some space, choosing to sit with Jake in the waiting room while Bradely went to find some coffee. You rejoined Bob in his room, talking to his parents. You had always loved Bob’s mum, she was one of the nicest people you could meet and you saw where Bob got his kind heart from. She was so pleased about the engagement and despite the heartbreak you had all gone through she gave you a big hug and a smile. Bob kept trying to crack jokes and you could tell he was doing it for everyone else’s sake so you tried to laugh along with him.
Dr Mitchell popped in again later to check on Bob and soon cleared everyone. “This is a hospital, not a circus.” But you could tell from the smile on his face that he didn’t really mind. He checked all of Bob’s vitals and explained that all being well and that if the tests all can back clear over the next few days Bob should make an almost full recovery. Dr Mitchell allowed you to stay the night with Bob, he wouldn’t normally but considering you were a nurse he thought Bob was in safe hands.
You curled up into Bob’s side, trying to avoid knocking his ribs. Bob sighed contently as you hummed to him.
“Is that Taylor Swift?” Bob asked quietly and you snorted, “maybe…”
“That’s ok, I’ve grown to love Taylor Swift too.” You soon heard soft snores from behind you and you tilted your head to see Bob, his eyes closed and his mouth slightly open. He looked so peaceful and at that moment it seemed like nothing from the last 48 hours had happened. You placed a small kiss on his cheek, smiling down at your fiancé. “I love you, Robert Floyd.”
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