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[goldenhoursketchbook]

Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life.

Proverbs 13:12

[goldenhoursketchbook]

Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart.

Proverbs 3:3

[goldenhoursketchbook]

Draw me after you; let us run.

Song of Solomon 1:4

[goldenhoursketchbook]

My beloved spoke and said to me, “Arise, my darling, my beautiful one, come with me."

Song of Solomon 2:10

[a-college-story]

#50: Venture out to Pizza Pretzel (after 11pm)

#56: Toast to the end of the semester at Pub Crawl 

Tonight, I defined my anxiety. I decided to go out and drink, alone, even though i promised myself I wouldnt go drinking alone and honestly it was kinda fun, even though it was only 1 drink and I went to pizza pretzel at 9:30 but still, it was an adventure trying to find Brewers Alley and finding Pizza Pretzel. Even though I wished I had some friends to go out drinking with, I’m kinda glad I went alone instead of going with a group of people that I know and basically feel like an outcast... 

[a-college-story]

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This is a post that has been in my drafts probably since my freshman year. I tried to remember why but idk I guess it has to do with blake and everytime he sees me or something. 

[a-college-story]

So basically I can’t have any good in my life

while my mind is haunting me with the memories of the good

telling me that things are different

I decided to celebrate the good, even if it now causes me pain

with posting random memories with some pictures if that is the source so here it goes

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What happens when it takes 3 hours to get to the airport to back to the dorms?

So on my way back from Spring Break, instead of taking the normal shuttle that I take, I took a different shuttle that actually went to the actual homes… which would mean it mean it will take over 3 hours to get back to Hood since for some reason I was the last stop… yeah idk

mind you to get to BWI to Frederick takes 50 minutes…

anyways i text my then roommate who stayed during the break… come to think of it, I left freshman year and now he left senior year

ok back to what i am supposed to talk about…

so i can’t remember if he texted me or i text him of the fact I am going in 20 thousand directions then he then texted me this

which caught me by surprise since nobody ever say they miss me (that aren’t my parents .-.) so i don’t know if i should take it serious or not. I mean i responded with a sarcastic comment saying that its not my fault i have to go to northern maryland (which past me never realized… you don’t know where anything is in Maryland lol)

but yeah, that is probably the last time he said he misses me (because every other time I don’t know if he actually means it)

[kasiopeia]

when you said you’d always always always

i thought you were going to change your mind one day

but you said you’d never never never

because i was something else

and you were so confident

i got comfortable

and now the time’s here

and you

you changed your mind.

im sorry im not supposed to rant on like this

but it hurts

you weren’t careful

i was a fool

fuck i want the happy times back

i want the days when you wanted me

i wish i could go to a paradise

and live in a castle

glossed with your soul

so it wont be so painful

i want you to want me too