Monday, September 24, 2012
New Year, new thoughts, new life.
Love Life: about 5 months have passed since My break up. The previous relationship ended on such a random ending that it isn't even worth talking about. However, it's changed my views on men altogether permanently.
I do not trust a man's word until they prove it with actions.
However, I've had quite a record of going through them within those months.
So many curious Army men within 5 months. . .
So I come to my month of May, where I met 3 soldiers. Each of them took a random interest in me in various levels. All in one week. The first just tried an all night stand, but it failed. The second tried to have relations with me while drunk, wasn't going to happen. But the third one; the third man, somehow managed to catch my attention long enough to like him.
This man, is the man I am currently with today. We've had our ups and downs. And on and off, because after all, he was straight when we met, so all that confusion about what he wanted was normal.
K. First letter. Just like mines. K. Same name as my brothers, but different spelling. He and I are so alike, yet so different. It fascinates me, and also confuses me. But, That is all I will say about him.
Drama (life drama and Drama studies):
So far the only drama that's been going on for me is the confusion that's been going on between K and I. We're still in process of figuring out what exactly we want to be to each other. We've only been together for 2 months, yet it feels like so much longer.
My colleges that I've applied to, never accepted me. I applied for a third one, and that turned into a bust. Walking around aimlessly; high school graduate, with only a job and a relationship, I had no college to look forward to. That is until I moved to the United states. I'm enrolled in a community college, and I will be continuing my studies in Theatre.
School:
Even though I got accepted to community college, I start in the spring. Not much to say in here yet, except that I'm pursuing my Theatre degree. And that the college itself is only about ten minutes away from where I live. :) I thought that I would be away from my family by now, but I'm still with them for a little while longer.
General: While I've had a lot of setbacks through my last months of high school, and even a few months after, I am still going strong. I am happy with where I am and where I"m going.
As always I continue to go through the obstacles that cross my path as calmly as possible.
It's been awhile since I last posted, but hopefully I can keep up again.