ok real talk. i can't remember if i ever talked about the significance of this one type of moth in my paracosm? basically, they're omens or just very telling of the spiritual climate/potential future. it's a complete 50/50 on whether this is good or bad.
i've been getting this recurring daydream of like, literally around 50-100 of them following luca EVERYWHERE one night and trying to swarm him. and bro i don't even know what's going to happen to him. perhaps he is cooked. or not. i do not know. <3
the fact that emerson and luca didn't even meet each other until they were adults yet still ended up the exact same is so funny to me. like wdym y'all are both fucking angsty psycho whores yet lived across the damn country for most of your lives
— Trick: What is the best/your favorite thing abt each/some of your paras? In what ways do you look up to them?
— Treat: If your paras were in a circus, what would each of their jobs be?
(hii, i didn't want to ask from my main blog but it's @ismildlypoetic)
AHHH HELLOOOO!! 🙏
these are such great questions omg??? thank you!! these are genuinely so fun!!
I'm gonna answer the first one! :)
(lol i'm tricking you sorry 😞)
Trick: What is the best/your favorite thing abt each/some of your paras? In what ways do you look up to them?
I'm doing the main three because i'm a boring bitch 😏
I hope I understood the question lol 😭
Emerson:
I don't know how blatantly obvious this answer was going to be, but I just think she has a lot of resilience. Her ability to go through trauma and severe addiction and end up clean and okay on the other end (after SO MANY relapses) is one of my favorite things about her for sure! I mean, clearly I used her to cope with my own shit. And addiction is something that took over most of my life for years (not to make this about me. ick). And seeing someone go through all that shit and still be a sexy bitch in the end is a hell yeah. Even if it's fictional, it's helpful for my own peace of mind! I look up to her to help myself, no doubt. (even if she can be super insane at times). We're too similar. 😭
But on a less serious note, she can make ANYTHING look fashionable. She usually dresses pretty simple, but like, it's because she knows she always looks good lol. She will always get compliments no matter what she is wearing. Maybe her hotness is something I also love lmao.
Isla:
I think it would be the way she carries herself. She handles everything with such confidence. And she knows how to be classy when she needs to be. I love that for her. She also is really smart and good at setting her mind to things and getting it done even if she comes across as very clumsy and ditsy lmaoo. She's my productive queen. Hell yeah.
She also is so expressive in the way she presents herself. I love that about her too. She has like a million things to wear at all times, and I love that her and Emerson are opposites in that way hehe.
Luca:
My favorite thing is that bro got revenge and found some closure from it. And I think that's pretty cool lol. But what do I admire about him? Probably his ability to read people. He ALWAYS knows what's going on. You don't have to say a word to him, and he will still know. I wish I was better at that lol. 😭
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Oops. Maybe I went too deep. I have this horrendous ability to make everything heavy. Sorry for my 14-and-this-is-deep syndrome. 😞
i saw someone say that they thought my pfp was amy winehouse and it made me realize how much her style influenced emerson's design even though i don't listen to that much of her music lol. i just always thought she was really pretty. same with lana del rey 🫡
isla's newer design is based off of multiple anime characters for some reason lol. she also reminds me of cassie from euphoria besides the asshole behavior in s2. she's kind of always been there so i'm not sure what gave me the idea to create her
aiden was from my lil peep obsession 🤭
diana was birthed from 2020 lockdown. i think. she just looks like 2020 to me for some reason 😭
luca has kind of always been there too so i'm not sure. probably just childhood trauma lmao
no one asked but i always like to think about this. the influences on my paracosm. it's fun lmao