I spent the day at Lumpini park here in Bangkok Thailand. It reminded me of a miniature central park like in Manhattan. There was a nice beautiful lake with a river that went around it and all sorts of different buildings including an old clock tower. There was artwork all over the place and it made for a nice wide-open green space. Which is something that’s very difficult to find in Hanoi. I am in certain areas such as Tay Ho where I lived for a little bit it was full of parks in the green spaces. The area I live in now Minh Chi district is an urban jungle it’s nothing but concrete it remains hot day and night. The concrete absorbs all the heat during the day and just releases it all night. And the pollution has nowhere to go there’s no trees to absorb it and create oxygen says it very difficult for a Westerner like myself to breathe. I have breathing problems as it is at the extreme pollution of the area and it’s just miserable for me. But hopefully it all goes well with the plan eventually will be back in the United States clean out the Pacific Northwest where I live now is the same as smoking three packs of cigarettes a day. So I used to smoke but if you smoke one pack that’s the same smoking four or five bucks that’s terrible. it’s in the top 10 for all sorts of cancers and I’m sure a lot of it has to do with all the chemicals Americans jobs on the country not to mention so much food comes from the Latin in the south were so much age and oranges used that people don’t understand that hard metals are absorbed by root vegetables. And are basically poisoning themselves. I know very little people that reach the age of 40 without having cancer. They don’t call it cancer unless you get really sick and die or almost die from it otherwise they just called a tumor. my wife has been a wonderful understanding wife that understands I just can’t stay where our houses all the time I need to get out to places such as the lot or Sapa where the air is clean otherwise I end up sick and paralyzing bad for weeks sometimes months and once you get into isolation mode of depression it’s very hard to get out of it but if you’re constantly on the move constantly doing something it’s a lot harder to get in that cycle of depression. I don’t know many other people would be as lucky as I am to have such an understanding and wonderful wife. She may not know everything because her cultures are so different but she does she can definitely see the difference in me when I travel to places like Sapa or the lot she can see my health is vastly improved and when I am in Hanoi for a long period of time she sees how sick I got. Most recently my lupus came back my whole lymphatic system backed up completely swelled up and every major lymph node had to be cut open and drained. I went to the hospital the first time thinking it was just a spider bite but I don’t like how they didn’t give me any stitches and left me with a giant hole in my arm so I ended up doing surgery on myself for the rest of them without any anesthesia without any painkillers and it hurt but in the end the pain went away really fast. Every day I was in severe severe pain from the lymph nodes being so swollen they were swollen at my groin, Under my throat, and under my armpits for the largest where I have multiple lymph nodes swollen once I had poked holes in them drain them got an all the fluid all the paws and clean them out very well and the swelling went down my health improved quite a bit. I’m going in the hospital it hurt horribly what they did do you like his job some shots in the number a little bit and then just suck everything out and just hold it out like they don’t understand Caucasians are much bigger than Asians are you with require far more anesthesia far more numbing agent and I have the red hair gene which means it disappears very quickly. A dentist in believe me about the red hair gene and how anesthesia and pain killers wear off extremely fast because of that gene and thought I was just making it up until they write in a peer review dental magazine that it’s it’s a
they read in a peer review dental magazine that it’s it’s a fact you you if you have red hair or the gene for it you need anywhere from 2 to 5 times the anesthesia and painkiller to have the same effects as someone without the gene and it needs to be given over and over again because of how quickly it wears out anyways I’ve been in Bangkok and it’s been quite a good experience except for that I was robbed twice and I got extremely ill a couple times arm but I feel quite a following very fast I really appreciate my fans here in Thailand. I think it’s because historically that they’ve had multiple types of transgender men and women they have specific men and women that are only attracted to other transgender people, They seem to have the equivalent of what non-binary would be and people are like well I can’t be perfect and of course it’s not I mean I’m would still be shunned if I wanted to be a school teacher in school they still teach it as a mental illness which is surprising because Tylan is so advanced yet Vietnam is more advanced when it comes to this because the health minister part of the communist party is actually come out and said it’s not a mental illness so anybody that claims it is publicly is publicly going against the communist party in the party Vietnam. so technically they’re committing sedition and my question is how far will the Vietnamese government allow sedition to go like today it may just be that they’re disagreeing with the health minister but once you allow anyone to break your rules or laws feed you give them an inch they’ll take a mile or I should say you give them a centimeters they’ll take a kilometer so I find it very dangerous that the government is allowing this type of seditious action to take place publicly where people post publicly online that the health minister is out of their mind is crazy or is stupid doesn’t know what they’re talking about like this is the health minister minister of our communist party the one shoe party of the one united Vietnam I don’t understand how this is allowed. As an American I have been raised differently where I can do certain things say certain things about my own government but as it gets in Vietnam I respect their laws I respect the rules so I think I have a right to get upset when other people violate these laws these laws were meant for a reason not every country can work the way the United States does. Not all governments work the same summer GM’s need to protect themselves and have to restrict and limit what people can and can’t say there’s some countries where you have no idea what the truth is because they’ve all the sudden a lot of freedom of press without any regulation where they just print anything you could make something up the United States has trusted us news networks I am no way shape or form trust most of the news anymore because it’s basically all owned by three corporations so all the news I get said is coming from capitalist they just want me to consume NPR is the closest thing that comes to the news that I will listen to and I also will listen to democracy now of course people are going to say it’s slanted but if you are starting at the truth and the other side is complete BS of course one side is going to be slanted but it’s slanted towards the truth that’s what gets me nowadays is we have a scientist that come and speak
Fact and then places like Fox News will get people to oppose it did a complete whack jobs like when you go up against the truth like you’re a crazy person and was ironic is fox is banned in so many countries because technically it’s not a new source it’s not a new station many of their programs are for entertainment purposes only they were taken to court and that was their defense they said we are not a news net work we are for entertainment like Hannity I don’t O’Reilly factor all those type of shows aren’t news shows their entertainment shows so they can say make up whatever they want because they’re not holding the same standard as the news wow I really got off on a tangent today. how do you like my school girl outfit do I look cute in it I think I do I think I look pretty beautiful I had a great day at the park yesterday I’ll try and catch up in the morning about chinatown where I went to today