Apr 7
HELLO FELLOW PLURALS!! (No this isn't a halfway update im no where near close 😭)
So on Pinterest I've **Only** seen FNAF heavy & UT heavy system flags so I made one for MHA! Here's my MHA Heavy System Flag!!
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HELLO FELLOW PLURALS!! (No this isn't a halfway update im no where near close 😭)
So on Pinterest I've **Only** seen FNAF heavy & UT heavy system flags so I made one for MHA! Here's my MHA Heavy System Flag!!
Anyone else just kinda go mute or close to it when you're more dissociative and/or blurry?
Just as the question says. I noticed when I dissociate that even in partial dissociation I noticed I basically got mute so I was wondering if anyone else does that.
TW: Denial/Vent
So I just got the feeling of faking it after I had talked with my sysmates since unless in a post where multiple of us are saying something we don't usually "text" each other. We were using PK (Plural Kit) and after I was just looking at it and I thought, "it feels like I'm rping." (roleplaying) But Vincent said I'm not/I wasn't. But sometimes it feels like it still since I'm always in front and the most the others can do is co-front. Like they can never take full control. And they mostly just add to posts or talk only when we're texting our discord family and it's usually just me doing everything. And so due to these I often feel I'm faking it since it feels like it's just that I'm the one always typing. And I try to ignore it, try to push the denial away but it's so bloody hard and it drives me nuts and makes me want to break down because it feels like I don't know who I am even when I know. It just feels like I'm living a giant lie and I don't want to lie, I don't want to question if I'm a system or just delusional. I would rather be a system. It's easier to grasp onto but- I just- it's always me. What if I am Elenor (ref to another post/my online "full first name") and I'm not Elly who ended up in her place. What if Im still her and its just a mix of adhd & aphantasia that I've forgotten most everything. I don't have amnesia- not truely it's just normal terrible memory. What if I'm not actually a system and that it's all fake and- and- it's like im- what would it be- just being a fictionkin?? I don't know, I just- I'm so bloody tired of feeling like I'm faking it. I'm told by the others I'm not, but what if it's just me gaslighting myself?! I fkn hate it!! I just want to know if I'm who I'm meant to be. And what (as in a system) I'm meant to be. What if none of them are real and I've just played along without realizing it. I don't know what the bloody hell to do anymore. It's also worse when they seem silent. I almost forget about them.
Sorry for the vent. If you read this, then thank you I guess. Not trying to be rude I'm just so done and tired with myself.
Umm.. Sea bunnies. (Pressure)
Ok so, I'm playing Pressure rn (solo) and am on like room 84 and I found the Sea bunnies!! So cute!! I love then so much!!
Aka she's obsessed and now really wants one.
I'm not obss- ok maybe I am- not the point so I get to the room find the folder and Seb steals it out of nowhere which- what?! Seb where'd you come from?! Anyhow now there's a poor Seabunny stuck between the couch and arm chair and it's so sad to me. I wish I could help it.
She also said that Sebastian should come back to help it. Or that she wants to split a Sebastian just to rant about how it isn't fair the "poor sea bunny" can't go through. Weve been in this room for 15-20 minutes and 75-85% has been spent on cooing at the stuck seabunny.
Ok but TBF it sounds so sad! 😭
ITS NOT REAL!!
I DONT CARE!! ITS SAD!!!
I finally finished this.
I saw this a while ago and it took awhile to figure out how I wanted to do it. The parts that are partly colored are like half. Like the co-con would be 6 & a half. Should've been 7 or 8 & ½ but oh well.
Dont mind this im just- checking something.
Vincent is a furry! *Waits & it's 10:55.*
*repeats several times in mind within 4 minutes.*
Nothing, huh?
Sho chan~
11:00. *Repeats several times.*
SHO-CHAN SHO-CHAN SHO-CHAN SHO-CHAN!!!!
11:05. Ok then..
Boro? Zashi? Mikey? N? Henry?
11:07... yea they're all silent... Vicky & the twins have been mostly silent already...
QUESTION FOR ALL HEADMATES THAT ARENT BRAINMADE!!
So, just wondering, for those that are fictives, songtives, ecetera, how do you yall come up with your names if you don't use sorce names/feel connected to your sorce?
Guys question(s)!
So I have Kinemaster & Capcut & post vids about out system along with memes, trends, & ect. So;
Should I/We start doing the same on here?
Yea! I'd watch those.
Sure.
It's your stuff
No
No way! That's stupid!
My button/for those who just wanna see results/love pressing buttons.