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Tw: mentions of cancer and death.
So, my 'step' grandma is dying. It hurts? Of course it does. She has been fighting cancer for 2 WHOLE YEARS NOW. But yk...
I just can't do this anymore. Cancer killed and drained all of the energy of two family members IN A YEAR.
I'm still sad and in grief because of my grandfather's death really early this year, it hurted me so deeply it changed the way I see death.
And I still feel insenstive.
I hate fucking cancer. And all the damage it did to my family.
Hi
My grandma is dying
Bye
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I have to sleep in the dining room otherwise I'll wake up feeling like shit but good luck for me to sleep because this fucking room smells like weed why is it so hard for my mom's friends to not smoke it inside I hate this smell I hate it I hate it so much
I knew it would end this way with Art Fight...
I knew from the very beginning of the announcement of the 2026 teams. And honestly? I didn't think I would be more disappointed at this point in time.
We all knew Comedy was going to win in the end and I think that mindset didn't help at all with the fact that we had 3 teams. I was more focused on attacking team Comedy because I knew they would win, I was more focused on revenging team Comedy because I knew they would win, but that leaves someone out ...
Mystery. Mystery took the brunt of the force, ultimately getting less than both Tragedy and Comedy. Not to mention, ratio of teams were... terrible. I feel like for having 3 teams, you shouldn't even be able to have been a traitor this year. A lot of people I knew swapped to team Comedy at the last second and it is so frustrating.
They had a staggering difference of people, going from most to least it was Comedy > Tragedy > Mystery. Not to mention that Comedy and Tragedy were always just intended to be the perfect duo that Mystery sort of... got forgotten about(?) / didn't stand a chance.
I'm thankful Art Fight is going back to two teams next year solely because that is PROPER competition. 3 teams is unfair, especially with the amount of people registered this year (2 mil).
Anyways.
The teams on the voting polls right now are also kinda hit or miss... I think rerunning teams wouldn't be a bad idea at this point.
Signing off, your local team Tragedian.
TW. VENT/SH MENTION.
i haven't done anything for so long and I am struggling to stay clean. I did open up to my boyfriend not too long ago, but I really don't think he understood how bad it was. It feels like I need to. I swear to God, I hate that I got myself addicted when I was younger. I really do. I won't even lie, I still have my blades, I still have everything I used to use (not including my pocket knife, which I've never used because a friend gave it to me) I reach 110 days tomorrow of being clean and it is so incredibly hard. I don't know what to do. I don't know whether to go to my boyfriend again or what, but I don't wanna worry him. I did reach out, I really tried, but he's been busy and like I said, I don't think he really got how bad it's been.
Not only that, but I've been struggling with my body image and body dysmorohia a lot recently. Been looking at th1nsp0 and more recently. I need help.
anybody have any advice or tips?
Vent: One
so just for context, Day (number) is the things I'll upload daily, and vents are whenever
