#lunaroze

[lilysofthefield]

Where are you from? What do you do? What is your biggest dream/aspiration in life?

I'm from an explosion of emotion.I lay awake at night inside my dreams and hope for something more.And I want to become a mother and wife and take care of my family. 

[serenityroze]

Remember

Summer falls too quickly For the shroud I cover my darkness with. The golden rays cannot break And fill the edges of this lonely pit I am a void, a dark emptiness.  The sun is far away and I feel no warmth I spend the years left running Away from triggers of the past,  Triggers of icy waters far below  The surface of the murky waters. But there are new obstacles,  And I trip often.  The moon is hiding under the shroud of desire.  I am alone and I am scared. I hear legends, of a time when stars  Would glitter in the sky,  But clouds hide them from being  Anything other than a memory. I hear voices, people laughing.  But it's dark here and I cannot find them.  I mourn the loss of myself. I mourn the loss of my city, my family, everything. All I know is darkness.

[mattandchelsea]

Day 30: Where do you see your future going with him/her?

Chelsea: i want to marry him, spend a few years fucking like bunnies, and then have babies. lots of 'em. raise 'em right. send 'em off to make their own families, and then spend our time with coffee and kisses and video games and art and just...us.

Matt: What she said. Our current plan to get there is to get Chelsea into a university over here, so she can have the right documents etc to live here legally for at least those 3 years. I'll study alongside her, both in different computing degrees, with me programming and Chelsea more focused on art/media/animation. We'll marry during our degrees, so she can gain citizenship here. Then, near the end of our degrees, we might even try our hand at approaching a publisher with the indie game that we plan to work on as a side project. If not, I'll just find whatever job I can, and hopefully my income will be comfortable enough that Chelsea doesn't have to work at all You know the rest; house, kids, the works. Maybe one day, we'll end up living above a shop we own, selling games and comic books. That'd be pretty sweet. Therein lives the dream.

[mattandchelsea]

Day 29: When will you see him/her next?

Chelsea: Assuming I can come up with $1000-$1500, hopefully around Christmas. If anyone wants to donate to my worthy cause, just let me know.

Matt: Anyone? Please?

[mattandchelsea]

Day 28: If you could have him/her with you physically for the next 5 hours, what would you do?

Chelsea: Uhm, sex, cuddling, kissing. All the things I need that I can't have when he's gone.

Matt: What she said. And gaming. I'm sure there'd be some gaming in there. Gots to show her me mad halo skillz, innit.

[mattandchelsea]

Day 27: If you had the money/time/connections/whatever to get him/her any gift in the world, what would it be?

Chelsea: I would get Matt and I both the Xbox one, and make sure we have compatible TV's. I know he really wants it, and I would love to have one as well. We could finally play games together and use it for Skype and everything. Any money left over will be put towards my ticket there, as well as my passport.

Matt: Hmm. Pay off university fees for both of us, get that ol' knot-tying ring, and buy a nice house. I know it's more than one thing but it's really a package deal imo.

[mattandchelsea]

Day 26: Sweetest thing he/she has done for you

Chelsea: I cant simply choose one thing. I just cant.

Matt: Gosh. Um. Ditto. LMAO. Apologies for the useless post, guys.

[mattandchelsea]

Day 25: One thing that he/she does that pisses you off (even if that smile will get you every time)

Chelsea: I can't think of anything he does that truly pisses me off. We bicker and sometimes argue, but it's typically a mutual disagreement or one of us does something to upset the other. We always try to communicate to move past it really fast though. There's not much room for anger unless it's sexual frustration.

Matt: Chelsea has a habit of changing her mind about things, or contradicting herself, which I find a little frustrating at times; I'll ask for her opinion on something, but when I try to work towards what she wants, to make her happy, it ends up not being what she wants after all. I'm pretty certain this stems from her simply not knowing what she wants a lot of the time, rather than being dishonest with me. Either way, it's certainly no biggie, and those times that I've gotten annoyed by it, she's been very good at working through it with me.