omi you are not at all responsible for what mel's become, please try not to blame yourself :( all of their actions have been their own and the result of poor choices
I appreciate the words! I understand not everything they've done is in my fault, I do know at the end of the day they're the ones who made the decisions they did
I have tried to work on better taking responsibility for the situation if that makes more sense, there was things I could have done better regardless
but I understand at the end of the day I was a child and I myself had issues, I shouldn't have enclosed myself to a responsibility not mine and that was my own decision that I take fault for
again, I'm just working to always better myself and things that occur, as I feel its the least I can do to those who were and have the right to be disappointed in me
