first post! pre gaia battle angst cause i was listening to triassic love song by paris paloma and kept thinking about jason
cw: fluffy smut, unprotected piv (use protection this is solely fictional!), sprinkle of angst
jason grace x reader (964 words!)
you frantically poked your boyfriend awake from his slumber.
"yeah sweetheart?" his voice was raspy from being woken up so late.
"do you think we’ll make it tomorrow?" your voice broke as your upper lip trembled. he rose up, turning on the lamp that sat on the bedside table.
he slowly leaned forward, like you were a deer in the middle of the road. when he cupped your face the dam broke. tears spilled as you looked up at him with pleading eyes.
"i just have this gut feeling that everything’s going to go wrong when we fight gaia" you hiccuped through sobs that broke his heart.
there was a second where no words were exchanged. it was just the two of you, jason stroking your cheeks with his thumbs in gentle, soothing motions.
he emphasized his breathing, taking deep breaths in and out until you followed him and your breathing evened out.
jason pulled you closer to him, away from your kneeling position and into him.
he kissed you so softly, like you were made of glass. there was no lust in it. just love and desperation.
you deepened the kiss, pulling him closer by his shirt and climbing into his lap. after pulling away, jason’s hands were still holding your face. you slowly took one of his hands off of your cheek and placed it under your shirt to squeeze your tit. he blushed.
a curt nodded confirmed it. he placed his other hand on your waist and ran his fingers over the warm skin.
you took it a step further, reaching under your shirt to pull it off entirely.
he laid you down and moved to leave wet kisses down your jaw and down to your neck. everything was so gentle and intimate.
you whined and tugged at his shirt, wanting it off. he complied and slid it off his body to reveal his muscles that you loved so much.
the tears were still falling, but your mind was more focused on your handsome boyfriend kissing and sucking at your neck.
he revelled in your soft whimpers as you pressed your thighs together. jason smirked against your neck and wedged his thigh in between your legs, gasping when you teasingly grinded against his hardon.
"kiss me again." you pleaded.
he wasted no time in pressing his lips to yours again, with more feverity this time. he kissed you like you were his last breath.
he then pulled away to kiss down your sternum all the way to your stomach, pulling your pajama pants and panties down in one go.
you impatiently kicked them somewhere across the room. jason pulled down his sweatpants, his dick aching to be inside you. if this was the last time he would ever feel you, he needed it to count.
you pulled away from the kiss to whine at him, glancing down to his pants that were still on. he got the hint and pulled them off, discarding them on the floor.
he rubbed his tip against your folds, until he deemed you wet enough to take him without prep. you were already stretched out to his size anyway.
you pulled him back into your chest to kiss him over and over again while he slowly pushed into you.
he paused for a minute to let you adjust, and when he thrusted in and out you felt like absolute heaven.
you hugged him close to you and locked your legs around his waist.
he wasn’t fucking you. no, this was different. he was making love to you.
you loved him so much. nothing could ever take jason grace from you.
he began to speed up his thrusts and you could feel how deep he was in you. your higher pitched whimpers and his groans were in tandem, you tracing the toned muscles on his back from years of training and fighting.
"do you know how lucky i am to be with you?" you choked out through moans.
you needed to have him as close to you as possible. he was putting his full body weight on your chest but you didn’t care. you needed him.
his thrusts were at a fast speed, but still not rough or hard. the tears of fear were gone now, all that were left were tears of pleasure falling from your eyes.
he could feel himself getting closer to filling you up. he grunted in your ear to warn you.
suddenly you pulled him in front of you and looked him directly in the eye.
"i love you so much jason. don’t you ever leave me."
you whispered before pulling him into a searing kiss to muffle your moans as the coil in your stomach snapped.
he fucking whimpered into your mouth, cumming inside of you with a gasp. the two of you were panting as he gently slid out.
you tackled him backwards onto the mattress, enveloping him into a hug, holding onto him as if he were gravity itself.
he chuckled raspily and wrapped his arm around your waist, placing a hand in your hair. after laying there holding you for a few minutes, he noticed your breathing had evened out and you were fast asleep in the crook of his neck: jason then hooked his hands under your thighs and gently hoisted you back under the covers.
his cum was dripping down your thigh but in your state you didn’t care. you needed to be as close to him as possible.
he slid himself under you and you subconsciously snuggled into his side, moving to lay your head on his chest.
he kissed your forehead before turning off the lamp and falling asleep himself.
