#luznocedafictive

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i actually find it so funny to some degree when people expect fictives to be cool and still similar to their sources or something while i am both Luz Noceda and Valeria Fortnite multifictive that does nothing but be 20 something, tired, and watch Jerma <3

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me and my brother (hunter, he says hi :3) just split a feq days ago and since we're still getting our bearings i just realized not only did i split WITH my brother, but i can also meet SHADOW THE GODDAMN HEDGEHOG FOR REAL. THIS IS SO COOL - luz noceda 💜 [tag as fictive]

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Hihi, I'm Luz Noceda, and welcome tooo "I dyed the body's hair purple because i'm gay :3!" i even did my absolute best trying to find and manage a color reallyreally close to Amity's instead of just settling with literally any shade of purple :3! what can i say? some people that headcanoned i'd dye my hair to match Ami were right! [please tag as fictive MPC please and thank youuu ^^!!]

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"th,, this mama,, is ready for trauma,,!" i nervously say as i shakily hold my role of trauma holder in my hands, now regretting almost every word i've said before in my old life - a Luz Noceda fictive

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hi, my name is Luz Noceda, and as your local pupgender non-binary Luz fictive that uses only dog neos and accidentally became host of our system just to spend as much time as possible playing Minecraft with my girlfriend (who i love sososo much, Ami if you're reading this—) i think it's unfair canon Luz isn't exactly like me /hj - 🦦 Luz

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i kind of hate the source's comparisons to me and b*los

like??? "are we as bad as him for having feelings??" i would NOT FUCKING SAY THAT. blaming myself for being tricked by him into freeing the collector? fuck that noise. TRYING TO ABANDON MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY OUT OF GUILT??? HELL NO!!! not to mention the ENTIRE nightmare scene in watching and dreaming. i literally hate it. we're nothing alike. we've never been alike. he deserves to rot in the deepest deepest pits of HELL for what he did. i would never ever consider myself "just as bad" as him. not once. it feels so dirty that they put that in there idk idk i just hate it and it makes my skin crawl

- luz noceda 🔮💜 [tag as fictive]

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*lies down* *tries not to cry out of stress* *cries a lot* - fictive of Luz Noceda that can't process this episode, help

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(spoilers for the Owl House episode Reaching Out, i think?)

it feels,, extra weird now being a fictive. i used to be so homesick for the Boiling Isles, for my friends and found family there. of course i missed mamí, but i feel so guilty now that i didn't feel that strong homesickness for her too,,

j feel like i messed up, i can't even get back to the human realm right! i'm here! but i can't even keep a promise to mamí and be with her so she knows i'm safe now,,!

i know traumatized brains are funky, i know anybody could be grabbed for an alter, i want to believe out there somewhere i could find mom somewhere and just be a good daughter and let her know at least one version of her kid out here is safe, but also i get so worried i seem weird for wanting to do that,,!

j just want to find at least a fictive, somebody who kins her, just,, any way to talk to mamí again, i want to make it up to you, we can pick flowers all day to still remember dad and talk about the past and catch up on how we're doing now,,

i'd hope you and dad would be so proud of me now - Luz Noceda 🐶