Nov 29, 2024
im fucking laughing at the hypocrisy of wu chenzi accusing someone of doing the exact same thing that he did to wu ruo. except the consequence he has to face is embarrassment. and the consequence wu ruo has to face is "possibly death"
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im fucking laughing at the hypocrisy of wu chenzi accusing someone of doing the exact same thing that he did to wu ruo. except the consequence he has to face is embarrassment. and the consequence wu ruo has to face is "possibly death"
So I have been working on an audit of my time before really diving into days 4 and 5 of the productivity reset challenge. I tracked everything I did in 15 min increments for the last 7 days. Since I was on vacation most of that time, I figured doing the audit for 7 more days would truly reflect how time blind I am. Tracking my time makes me less inclined to f@ck off, but I still have blocks of time where I'm playing my switch or playing on my phone.
The goal at the end of this all is to better understand how I am really spending my time. A real honest view of it. And then make better use of my time by focusing on clearly defined tasks/goals that will move me closer towards my bigger goals.
Day 3 of the reset challenge. Learning to delegate and saying no. Both of which I struggle with but hope to improve upon by having clearly defined goals and priorities.
Day 2 of the challenge (Im doing both day 1 and day 2 today) is conducting a time audit. It's time to get real about how much time I spend on mindless unimportant tasks... feeling a lot of emotions during this task. But this is good for me. It is exactly what I need right now for both the short term (getting home cleared out and fixed up) and establishing long-term goals (financial and getting out of debt). Growth can be painful they say..
I'm currently doing a 5 day reset productivity challenge. The first day includes a distraction detox and digital detox. I can clearly see now that I spend a disgusting amount of time on my phone (mostly with Netflix or YouTube playing in the background). I have turned off almost all notifications on my phone and made the fun apps a pain to get to. Hopefully I push through this uncomfortable first step and get back to a clear focus on goals and productivity.
“I have all these things that I want to say to her. Like how I can tell she’s a lonely person, even if other people can’t. Cause I know what it feels like to be lost and lonely and invisible.”
wish we could watch those together and point “us” or just laugh.